Thursday, June 26, 2008




Tuesday, June 17, 2008


Yeah. Diva la football cup's over.
I'm too lazy to blog about it.
I think I'll do up some links next time so you guys can read fom my friend's blog instead.
Fun, drama-mama experience but some of us got injured after all the tacklings. ):
not excluding meeee. :/
but aiya, who cares.

So today, went back to school for photoshoot and to do up the phobos board.
It looks awesome to me now.
but you guys won't get to see it.
we've decided to only show our board when school reopens.

and and and, I'm hearing more and more people talk about me in school, and yaa, schoolmates whom I've never talked to or even seen before are approaching me to talk at times.
It's really kinda weird, or scary because I don't know what's their discussion topic.
But nevermind, house com people are friendly and nice.
I'm sure you agree with that !
Hmmm.. maybe I should switch to livejournal and lock my posts.
feels more secure to just keep it to myself and my girlfriends.

I'm off again.
No pigs for me to disturb at this hour.
save energy to go shopping with my txs tomorrow.
I swear I'm going to spend like mad.
retail theraphy yooooooo.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

aint that happy afterall.

I really really really have bad sleeping hours ! and lack of sleep, please.
slept for only like 5 hours in 2 days, not because I'm busy but I just can't sleep !
Ethel says maybe I have too much stuffs in mind.
I guess she's right.
can't seem to take them off.
Even after some absolute-vodka just now at Jonard's bbq, I'm not knocked out.
Guess I failed in my attempt to quite drinking.
I'm such failure.
ain't that happy afterall. :(
Hmm. nevermind. :/
completed half of the chem revision package already.
Left with Chembonding lecture notes last section, h2 specimen paper and the mcqs.
Then I'm moving on to Maths.
Econs, leave it to the last I guess.
I think I'll still probably fail my midyears.
But I got to pass for house com's sake.
Leave it to destiny...
anw, won't be posting that often until school starts.
and somehow will be missing in action so don't be worried if you can't reach me by mobile.
I'm isolating myself for the next week to sort out some stuffs for a fresh term in july !
Alrights, I'm off.
to try and sleep. or Joseph's gonna gonna make me buy 10 laptops from him.
Diva la futbol tomorrow. wish us luck.
&Marissa, have fun there.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008


Yeapps. went to do Pw today in Cityhall Spinelli early in the morning.
when I slept at 4am.
my cab fare was powderfooooool. $32.10.
I think I could have reached Malaysia if the driver knew his way.
Nevermind. :/
Off to study at burgerking. I know nuts about Covalent character laa. :x
Somebody teach me please. WEIXIN !
Am so gonna die for midyears. Not prepared at all.
Dionna don't worry. You can do it for sure !
At least you do your work consistently.
we'll make it through the rain together. *hugs*
watched kungfu Panda with usuals.
Wanted to watch Narnia but scraped off that idea cause we're quite lethargic already.
So home sweet home.

Bu lai en ! Have a safe trip there okay? I'll be here waiting for your good news.
bestbestbestbestbestbestbest friends always. *huggggs*
was kidding about the dontwindontcomeback thing. I want you back in a piece !
& I wanna ride your bike someday. don't say 'no' kay ? :D

reading through my mails and yeah, baobao's email was interesting.
here goes.

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.
Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students was killed in
VietNam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature. The church was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin. The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin. As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her. 'Were you Mark's math teacher?' he asked. She nodded: 'yes.' Then he said: 'Mark talked about you a lot.' After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.

'We want to show you something,' his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket 'They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it.'

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.

'Thank you so much for doing that,' Mark's mother said. 'As you can see, Mark treasured it.'

All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, 'I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home.'
Chuck's wife said, 'Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album.'
'I have mine too,' Marilyn said. 'It's in my diary'
Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. 'I carry this with me at all times,' Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: 'I think we all saved our lists' That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.

So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

--we'll get better in time--

Monday, June 09, 2008


Photos uploaded at shutterfly ! muahahaha.
yupps. yesterday was the eat-dumplings day, i think.
can't recall the festival's name, what a disgrace to my human race. rhymes eh !
ahah. So today went over to grandma's house for eat-some-dumplings session.
Though she's senile already, but the dumplings she and aunt made were still as good as ever.
and and and, you'll be shocked at the amount of food I can still eat after eating 3 dumplings.

HAHAHA. yupp. that's me.
but I'm not gaining any weight.
I wanna put on some weight by next year so I can donate blood.
:D :D :D

and yeah, I've updated my wishlist. *hints*
There's a lot more but I just can't think off hand now.
muahahahas. I'm considering a haircut, again, yeah I know. heck.
Any suggestions ?
just no bobs and bangs.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

life good

wheee ! cdc training at ITE bishan today.
basic fitness. on muddy field.
and me being me, was the first to fall flat on the pool of mud.

Coach: You sure your knee is alright ah, Becky?
*doing my back paddle*
Me: yeah yeah. cannnnnn~

whee ! booom ! I fell ! ahah. Sounds insane but yeah, used to getting dirty after trainings.
lucky that I fell on my back. I can't imagine my entire face facial-ing with mud please.
That's way too extreme. Something funny happened again, during the minigame.

Nisha tried attacking by the center but blocked by defenders so ..

Coach: Cannot dropback !
*Nisha continues to attack after hearing that.
Coach: Nisha you shuld dropback !
Nisha: Then just now you say don't drop back !
Coach: No, I didn't.
*everybody froze*

actually, Coach meant, "Cannot ! Dropback !"

hahaha. damn hilarious we just burst out laughing.
yuppsyupps. I'm looking forward to soccer training all the time.
Though it's tiring, but we always manage to pull through it together as a team. :D

I promised myself to stay happy no matter what, only accepting occasional blues, because as people always go "life's too short to be unhappy". yupps.
and so far so good, I'm good, Life's good.

So people, please stop mentioning about my relationship issues and
don't assume anything because only the two party involved in it knows what happens best.
I don't think it's fair to just give a conclusion base on your own biased judgement.
Just because I had a couple of boyfriends and therefore I am blahblahblah....
You know, I'm a human afterall and I can feel?
It's really hurting to see my own friend say such stuffs about me.
Worst of all, directly in front of me. maybe you don't mean it.
but it does hurt, a lot. I don't care how others see me, but I care how you see me as.
Because you are a true friend that i'll always keep.
I'm not posting this hoping that others will think of me differently.
I'm posting this in hope that you'll realise your importance to me, and the rest as well.

I gotta go get some breezers.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Barbeque's over !
I feel so hungry still. :x
a lot of lotover otahs. can go april's house steal some ! woots !
There's training tomorrow morning and I'm quite a gundu to still be awake at this hour to post.

16 years in my life is about to pass and today (3rd june) is the day when ...
Lao Ken was born 18 years ago but this is not the main focus...
Today is also the day when...

*winks* I'm so proud of myself, Miss Becky Sooooo bodoh.

yuppsyupps. congrats me okay ! must !
yeahyeah. Was quite some quality time spent there today with the old goodies.
More tomorrow when we create havoc in Ethel's place. stayover ! :D
Camwhored a lot a lot today.
will post it up on SHUTTERFLY soon enough. Do check it out some time soon okay?

ohohoh, and I'm serious about the 17 kisses my dears.
and tattoos are so pretty I'm considering to get one. *kisses*

Tuesday, June 03, 2008


Donkey years. My blog, it's starting to rot, I know.

Holidays hadn't been like holidays actually.
Every week's like just studying for MYE and soccer trainings.
I'm starting to feel a little stressed as the exam dates approaches.
and of course, the killer of all, project work.
hmmmmm. let's recap what I've did and where I've been to for the last one week.

28,29 May
s414 chalet wasn't as fun as i supposed,
probably because I was too tired after the morning training session, and yeah,
the part where I had nightmares about snakes. tmd.
Thanks Edinna, Jenny and Joseph for being around through the night to ensure I'm fine.
and credits to the guys who barbequed the food for us.
We were like princesses to be served. wheee ! gentlemens indeed.
yuppsyupps Dionna, only one photo. make it up somehow somewhere. shopping pleaseeeee.

Damn crap. Couldn't play soccer with the zenith usuals cause of bad weather. stinks !
Had lunch and HAHA, joke of the day was Jeff's phone. woots.
First training at Bishan ITE with meridian girls team. muahahaha.
Bad weather again so we ended up playing soccer tennis instead.
Coach nagged at me, again, but showed that he cares.
ROD NIGHT ! Went back with Huimeng. Junkfood-ed at bit.
and I saw Mariah ! My meanie ! eheh. It's heartening to see juniors becoming seniors.
I don't know why.
Off to meet Cheehan and to ahJack's bbq. So many people there man. Saw Ahming !
Left after a while. Accompanied Cheehan and his sister and his sister's bf to eat dinner.
yaa. Then home sweet home to sleeeeeeeeeep.
My piggyness never fails.

0823C gathering in town. Went late, sorry ppls ! lunched at Swensons,
treated them giant Earthquake to cheer up a bit. yeah.
off to Ngee Ann City for Kindness movement cheer competition.
promised adadstra that i'll be there. GO ADASTRA !
YUPYUPPS. great performances. reminds me of cheerleading days. haha.
played a game of pool, and that dance machine that made me and Candice go insane.
Lucky Gensen's gone so he couldn't see the UNGLAM side of us girls.
Simone, stop laughing, and let's watch Panda on the 17th !
Pool again with my girlfriends at night ! Gaobin's working there ! :D

Today's just another day of mugging.
Couldn't make it for training cause my knee gave me a shock this morning.
Couldn't move an inch for half an hour. wanted to stay at home and rest
but the damn construction going on somewhere in the estate was driving me nuts.
I hate construction works ! Seriously.
But still I'll need one in the future when I get my own house. ohwell.
I need to start revision on chem bonding soon. It's 25% of the paper. gahhhh.
But I'm sure I'll be rushing when holidays are ending.
BBQ tomorrow. Training and friendly on wednesday.

It's time I dig out the nicely folded letter MsSoh wrote for me and get some motivation !
it's also time I shall not let people sit jetplanes, by not promising at all.

Hengguang's pm is a classic: a $2 ticket to watch 10 goals. worth it.
Shall go check it out the next match.
and and and, philo reminded me that my birthday's coming.
I want 17 kisses for my birthday this year !
Love long time, people.