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2009-04-12T22:32:00.001+08:00

http://sweetdivulgence.blogspot.com/
MOVED.

2009-04-11T12:09:00.005+08:00

Right.. Here's finally some break after a short yet eventful week. Been having this same feeling everyday in school, you know, the feeling like I'm gonna play in a match later on, then bell rings, and then rush home to do tutorials and make sure I don't fall back behind the rest during this critical period. Yeah, I have to start my revision for midyears much earlier than the other mates because in a months time, I'll be flying off to London for some economics study. Though the preparation would be a pain but I smell much fun after that. heh.
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So PW results was finally released and I'm really impressed w MJ's performance. 95.5% As and the remaining Bs. Needless to say, a genius like me got an A. HAHA, kidding kidding, you can subtract away the genius part. Congratulations to all and kudos to the PW warriors. and... Colosseum registration have started. Any Phobos members dying to run for track events or play dodgeball/bomberball/caesar's challenge? Hahahaha. If you are, please come to me and sign up okay? Cause Phobos' the best !
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DANGDANGDANGDANG. The moment's here, it's the A divs.
Job well done on last match, let's press on and fight this war together MSG !
Keep trying, keep this going BECKS. (The photos of the girls with the burst chunli ball on Huihoon's blog were really one-of-a-kind, classic!)
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Anyway, I had a real terrible nightmare last night like what happened during last year's chalet w the class 08s414. The moment I closed my eyes, I see snakes falling on my bed and all over the floor. The only thing different was that Jenny, Edinna and Joseph weren't around. I got so scared I practically cried, yeah, laugh all you want. zzz. Guess it's because I saw snakes on a TV commercial ad. Only fell asleep at like 4? and I feel really sorry for baby cause he accompanied me through the night and didn't have much sleep and he has training at like goddamn 8am. :(

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But I'm fine now, and baby's gonna come soon again w my sushis. Gonna go watch the remaining parts of legally blonde 1 and get some laughs before slogging on tutorials and SPA/time trials again. Cheers to all fellow muggers out there !
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Becks feeling contented;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-04-06T23:00:00.005+08:00

Happy 8th monthsary my dear. I've so much to say to you and I can really never thank you enough for all the times you stood by me. Gonna call you now and I can't wait for tomorrow cause you're bringing me out for dinner after so many days oif chewing on my medicine pills. I love you, truly and wholeheartedly and that's really all that you need to know, at least for now. :)

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This is us at compass lesson doing some collage thingy.

School's been pretty much the same for these days w the stress level piling and weekly tests and banding. 2 more days to A Div, and I'm not in the best of my health to perform yet. One word to sum it all, "pressure". But like the self-written quote on the first page of my organiser goes, "we can achieve, if we believe." Again, it's all up there, the mental state. I can do anything as long as I have the courage to dream and the will to pursue it. That's what I believe in. :)

signingout, xoxo

2009-04-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hmm... things aren't exactly going smooth for me this week.
Took back some papers and yeah, as predicted, results suck. Actually, not too bad considering the many failed attempts in preparation. Hahaha. Of course, there's not much time left.

6 more days to start of tournament.
and 2 more months to mid years.

There's not much time left to turn these lousy grades into straight As.
But again, my focus is on BOLA. I can't turn it back.
I'm so sorry I suck in this.

and Dean, my name is Becky and not Patsy.
Fazli, my bf's name is Xinkai and not Xiaokun.

lol, jokers.

Becks' feeling aches all over;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-03-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

Woah, I passed my GP essay w only SVs and one undeveloped OV written. My heart was really in my mouth. I think the teacher's secretly in love w me or what ah. hahahaha. I hope I pass paper 2 as well so at least I pass my overall GP to compensate for my lousy h2 papers.

To think of it, there's only 2 terms left to turn all my lousy grades into straight As or at least, something decent, so I can go up to the stage and shake Ms Lai's hand next year.

You know, sometimes, I feel so pressurized w people's expectations of me. When you don't do well, people will gossip behind your back, questioning why, saying this and that that is totally untrue. When you do well, they'll congratulate you accompanied w a little tinge of jealousy. This is the reality, the ugly side. It's just too competitive, so much so I get really flared up... and now, I'm feeling plain apathetic. The v much screwed-up system has moulded people in such a way that it becomes irreversible. Little did we know of it until we experience this living hell by ourselves. I guess that's the main reason for my gradual change in attitude... It's uncontrollable and comes so naturally.

I'm not saying that we're all like that. Of course, there are still some really nice souls around who's really happy for your success and also be there when you fail. I really appreciate the v few of you who's standing by me and loving me all along. I love you all, really, baby, teammates, lydia, tong, marissa, ethel, paul, jiajian ..... You guys are the reason I can garner my strength to overcome the odds. Thank you, a million times.

and sometimes, I guess it's just not nice to be "over-enthusiastic", echoing what the authority says, and think that it should be done your way because it's for everybody's good. It's way too bossy my dear.

Becks' feeling indifferent;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-03-27T22:12:00.005+08:00

Ehehehehehehe. Finally having some time of my own now because ...

MBT's finally over today w GSC being the last paper. Think all of us screwed up like whaaaaaaaaaaaaat, but heck laa. A div's more important now, at least to me. Hahahaha.

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Baby brought me out and we watched Detroit Metal City on thursday, to kinda reward ourselves for working so hard for the MBT. The movie's good, I cannot cannot cannot deny. But actually, it's kinda scary imagining myself at the death metal gigs. Guess it's just, not my style though it would be fun to experience it for once, just maybe. Satisfied my long craving for yoshinoya then baby sent me home from tampines. I don't know why but that day really gave me a different feeling, like it's the first time we're dating each other. It's really amazing how baby can make me feel like it's valentines' day everyday.

Lunched at IKEA today w Huihoon and Sijia. Fish n chips, cream of mushroom, woohoooo, made me so high and full until like a dancing bloated pig. and stupid Huihoon made a joke today about "black", but I shall not share it here cause it's an inside joke. Went on for econs lecture in a fluster cause we ended up late. and my gosh ... Ms Ng actually knows I'm going to London. Off to training soon after lecture and then it's like a whole load of fun all over again, accompanied by much hardwork and sweat of course.

and somehow, I realise that teammates are the ones who'll always be there when you fall. Let's hit the A div's together as one. :D

Off to play w bebe now;
bye porks.

Becks' feeling loved;
signing out,xoxo.

2009-03-23T22:47:00.004+08:00

Okay. Haven't been blogging much cause of the MBT that really drove me nuts, but I'm okay now, yup, alive and kicking still. :) Spent quality time w my baby and we had a fair share of fun at the barbeque and watching midnight movies, as well as studying over at my place. I literally broke down last night while mugging for econs because nothing is going through my skull and I feel so unprepared for an exam for the first time. But I'm glad that my baby's w me and it really meant a lot when he hugged me, wiped away my tears, and told me that "we're gonna go through this together". That gave me a lot of recovering strength to persist on. He's like the only one I've gone through so much w and I really think noone knows me better than him. True, this journey is tough, but I'm sure I can make it through w baby hand in hand. We'll prove to those who have no faith in us that we can do this, right baby? We'll prove them all wrong. After MBT, I hope baby brings me out for some fun again, no matter what the results are.

AND, I can't wait for trainings to resume cause I'm missing the adrenaline rush all over again.

Becks' feeling peaceful;

signing out, xoxo.

2009-03-20T00:32:00.002+08:00

heeeeheeeheeeee. Hello darlings, how's life?
Haha. I can't believe I've actually spent the entire day studying organic chem concepts. I'm sooooooo mentally-drained I feel as if some alien's just sucked out all my brain juice. okay, yuck, I know, but I can't think of any better analogy to express myself right now after hours and hours of facing nothing else but chem notes. And... great, I've not done anything constructive about my math yet.

well well, actually, I must confess, I'm not focused on this coming block test. (Yeah, I know I should just take a gun and shoot myself to death now.) I don't know why but the only reason I can think of is the coming A div's. Guess all the MSGs are all feeling the same, w Sarah dreaming about soccer and Huihoon visualising us at the ceremony and ....... the list goes on and on. But yeah, I'm not gonna regret for this even if I fail my block tests, because it's like probably the last month that we're gonna train and play as a MSG 08/09 team and then we're gonna say goodbye to kicking and focus on the As.

So yup, there's training tomorrow morning and I'm so excited. I hope my body listens to me and kill away all the morning sickness. I hope the rain won't come visting us again. I hope I won't be late cause training's at 8. Hahaha. and we're gonna go airport for popeyes and some bit of mugging. Sure to be yet another whole load of fun.

and I'll be offline tomorrow cause I'll be w baby at eastcoast for some barbeque w his friends.
Till then, feel free to tag me !

and I'm so sorry to ask, but I really wanna know, who's the friendly Mr/Ms "G" who tagged me recently? If you are the one I'm referring to, do tell me okay. Thanks, lovely.

Okay, Ima go pack my stuffs and go to bed and dream of all the fun tmr w the mates and baby.
Becks' feeling hungry;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-03-18T01:33:00.002+08:00

Quick update so no long paragraphs, just point forms. :D

0. Went ichiban sushi for some lovely jap food and amk s11 k-boxing some time last week w baby and my two crazy siblings till midnight and we cabbed home.
1. Last training, Monday, we've gotten our new jerseys.
2. Getting one more set of jersey and another training tee !
3. All the senior girls made it into the school team. (including me !)
4. I screwed up my GP on Monday cause I slept during paper1. fff.
5. Thanks Jenny for the lovely breakfast. The Milo's damn cute, so small.
6. Felt much better after having a short heart-to-heart chat w Huihoon after the paper.
7. I'm getting hyped up over Subway again !!
8. CIP today is cancelled. met up w old poks for Ajisen. yummm.
9. I bought something random for baby from action city.
10. I've finally finished inflation and the j1 chem topics.
11. I really hate Probability at this instance.
12. I am still paranoid over exams cause no matter how much I study, I think I'm gonna fail.
13. But nvm, cause yaaaaay, I'm going to watch "coming soon" for freeeeeee !!
14. I love my pet BEBE cause she makes funny noises like me.
15. I can't wait for tomorrow cause baby will be back from camp.
16. and because I'm meeting mates to study at 10 in school tomorrow before out training and match kicks off.

so,
BYE PORKIES.
becks' feeling sleeeepy;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-03-15T22:17:00.004+08:00

Thank yall for the comforting messages, ppl like Jenny, Joseph, JJ, line, G.

I've learnt how to accept certain things and took a break this weekend.

On a lighter note, Okay, today's someone's v v v big day. She's the first 08s414 classmate I knew, and probably one of the sweetest besties I'll always remember. and ... ... she's none other than, Dionna Lee, whose brother is my bff ! Hope you had fun on this big day, and let's work hard for the A's together. Happily in s414 together, we'll graduate with the same bright smile hand in hand. I LOVE YOU. :D

2009-03-12T19:43:00.002+08:00

Best friends or acquantainces? I guess, it's the latter.

I used to enjoy schooling, w all the big hoohas occuring and the fun & laughter despite how boring certain tutors can get. But, I don't feel the same way now. The feeling I get in college almost everyday constantly puts me to question myself if I really have a true friend. Yes, I might know a lot of people and a lot of people would recognise me as Phobos secretary or MSG no.25 but I would only consider them as classmates/schoolmates. The social circle is widening, but not at all enhancing. It doesn't mean that you read my blog/have heard things about me/have talked to me and therefore you KNOW me. There's this drastic change in my life, probably because I was too used to friends buying breakfast and putting it on my table for me every morning, waiting for one another to go for recess together, going to the toilets together eventhough we don't need to, waiting for one another to go home together, waiting for one another to go for lectures together or leave the hall together, hangout during weekends or just a little while after school. There's no leaving of anyone one out and we really stick together like glue. These little things might be insignificant but it does reflect how strong friendships may develop.

But now, I don't see this v much. Probably I'm infering too much. Probably it's my fault to stay in Yishun. Probably i've neglected my friends because of my boyfriend. I don't know when or what went wrong but it's really getting a little too superficial. Can anyone enlighten me? I'm losing the drive that is keeping me propelling all this while and I'm going to school everyday like a living-dead eversince my true best-friend left college for good. Now, I don't even know who to really trust, who to pour my sorrows to, who to depend on when I fall back. I guess time has taken its toll on our friendships.

and, I don't know who my true friends are.

becks' feeling agonised;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-03-09T21:42:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I really hate myself for putting too much stress on myself, so much so that to a point whereby I get depressed and then I spoil my baby's day. Stressed up because of not keeping up w the progress or my own personal expectations, because I'm not playing well enough for the team, because I'm scared I'll flunk my As and get to nowhere, stress over this and that ... But I'm really really thankful for my baby who never fails to stay by my side, giving me words of encouragement, telling me we can make it through these hurdles together and that he'll never give me up. True enough, he never once left me alone to "emo-one-corner". He'll always be around somewhere, somehow. His blog post wrote:

Baby: jiayou k? Can see you are really tired while studying for your tests, can feel your pain when u complain to me that your ankle hurts alot, my heart really do ache.. But, its ok!:) Chaoren Laogong is with you all the way !:)

See what I mean when I say he's really the sweetest of all. Everytime I felt like skipping school, it'll naturally occur to me that I shouldn't because baby is going through the same agony as me so I shouldn't "relac-one-corner" and leave him to suffer all alone. Everytime I'm upset, I have his arms to help me regain my faith and strength. Perhaps, this is what keeps me, or rather, us, going on. I guess I feel what "Love makes the world go round" really means... and no matter what happens in the future, this superhubby will always be a part of me.

Thank you for everything you've given me. :)

Becks' feeling cherished;

signing out, xoxo.

2009-03-08T22:35:00.004+08:00

Blogging in point form today !

1. I just fought a war w organic chem.
2. I don't care how I'll do for the test tmr cause I've alr stopped studying for it.
3. I'm lethargic.
4. I really hate the weather nowadays; either too warm or too cold.
5. I enjoyed waking up early this morning, eating breakfast w baby at the coffeeshop and buying breakfast back for my family.
6. Sister just asked me if I wanna go k-box next Saturday.
7. If I go, I'll be able to use the kbox voucher Dionna sweet gave me.
8. I haven't settled the administrative works for the cip next tuesday.
9. I just remembered GP exam is next Monday. crap. :/
10. Okay, heck, I'm gonna go play w Bebe.
11. Bebe is too cute for me to resist.
12. and she's gonna go cuddle&kiss ahkai before she sleeps.
13. Anyway Lydia, you don't have to apologise to me for anything. Dajie just wants you to be happy. :)
14. Litong, I haven't heard from you for a donkey years. When are we gg for some coffee?

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and baby, I want this for our babygirl in the near future to compensate for the fact that you didn't steal that M.A.C hellokitty balloon ytd at vivo. haha.

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Becks' feeling kinda brain-dead;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-03-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

EHEHEHEHEHE. I'm v v v v v super elated today cause I finally went shopping. Baby fetched me from training in school and brought me for lunch then home and woah, he actually allowed me to have some sleep w/o nagging at me. Woke up at near 4.30 and we went off to vivo. Shop shop shop ! Bought a bag from pull&bear and it costs me $60. I like the hoodie and the canvas shoes there, and some stuffs from River Island/F21/Mango as well but didn't buy it cause I think, or rather, I hope, I'll be able to find nicer and cheaper ones when I fly off to London during June. Yepyep. FCUK at tangs was disappointing cause I didn't get to use my $20 voucher on any of their items. whooooo, walked quite a bit and baby and I were so beaten we decided to get some snacks to munch on w his free boost-juice while enjoying the serenity at the skypark. Headed to Daiso and Candy empire for the last bit of shopping and again, bought quite a bit of stuffs and now we're sweet home ! Money money money. Okay, baby's sleeping next to me again now while I'm actually playing pet society. Hahahahahahaha.

I think I should go sleep now cause tomorrow will be another day of mugging.

Sidenote: I guess I'm optimistic enough now to want to make this decision. It really doesn't matter becks, it's not as important as how you always thought so.

Becks' feeling a lil hungry;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-03-04T16:41:00.002+08:00

Hohoho. Hello earthlings ! I'm blogging in the library now w Meishan Dionna and Weixin. LOL. Meishan just said she's v stressed up as she hear me and Dionna type. LOLOLOL. Actually we're supposed to be on duty for some lameshit GSC teacher's workshop but HAHA, there's nothing for us to do now cause the teachers are talking about some A levels' stuff that we're not supposed to know. and we're just too well-fed w the leftover buffet to parade the school or play anything.

HOHOHO. Anyway, feeling curious why I'm not at training on a Wednesday that's officially known as the "CCA day" in MJ? Because it's raining AGAIN. It's been like the third or fourth time it rained and we can't get to train intensely. Boohoohoo. I guess it's the bad weather and the academic stress that made me felt like giving up on soccer several times because it is simply too demanding to still have to study after an intense training session. Pressurised by many factors I guess. To play well to not bring down the team.. To have to cope between studies and House Comm at the same time.. To have to make sure I still have quality time spent w my family.. dadadadadadadada, it goes on and on. But today, I flipped through my notebook and saw the encouraging letter that Ms Susan Soh wrote to me. (She's my sec3 and 4 form teacher, if you haven't realised.) Yupps, and I guess, my engine's restarted again. Thank you Ms Soh, for the millionth time, for all the trust and faith you had in me and the other 37 phoenixes.

Yupps. Dionna asked why I'm blogging for so long. Hahahaha. If you guys haven't realised, the only time I use the PC or my laptop is during school breaks and weekends. So those of you who spotted me on facebook, actually, it's my boyfriend who started it for me. I haven't really log onto my account, but I promise, yes I promise, I will do it this weekend. and Meishan promised to give me flowers, so wait and see !

I really can't wait for this weekend to arrive because saturday's my 7th monthsary w Mr Sim and he promised to bring me on a SHOPPING SPREE and to watch movie at vivo. Ehehehehehehe. I'm so doted. But then, reality check, I have to start studying for Monday's chem test so I won't fail badly for the March block test. Hahaha. Go Becks ! Go Becks ! So now, the clock just struck 5pm and I got to go back for duty then off to soccer training w the dear girls. Sayonara~

sidenote: Dionna, Ms Grumpy, I have a t-shirt labelled "little miss naughty" ! HAHAHAHA.

Becks' feeling HYPEDUP;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-02-26T22:13:00.003+08:00

Yaaaaay. weekends are nearing again. But again, why feel all so ecstatic when it's gonna be spent mugging for the coming tests. Ms Chen's probably 100% right, when you're in JC2, it's really no life. Still, I'm glad I've a wonderful bunch of friends and teammates and my dearest baby who'll render me all the strength and encouragement that I need.

March block test's coming. I wanna clear it and clear it well.
Fellow comrades, hang in there.

I'm really getting quite spoiled w baby coming all the way from punggol to pasir ris and then from pasir ris send me back to yishun, to my door-step, and then make his way back home to punggol on his own, like twice or thrice per week. Thank you dear, I really appreciate your company and I'm really touched when I saw how panic you were when I was unwell last night. I see what I don't used to see in you. 7 monthsary coming and I hope it'll go on and on.

selfnote: At the end of the day, it's the grades that count so it really doesn't matter. It may just be yet another blessing in disguise.

Remember that it can't rain forever. The sun will appear and soon a rainbow is formed.

Becks' feeling loved;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-02-22T00:06:00.005+08:00

Yahoooooooo ! Road race's finally over today ! Good run in the lovely morning; we made it Sarah ! Glad to see so many smiley faces on the Phobos members' faces, think they really enjoyed the race though we just lepak and walk all the way unlike some other houses... okay, nvm. But the overall 2nd position came to us as a superbonus cause it was really really unexpected. THANK YOU WONDERFUL HOT PHOBOS MEMBERS FOR COMING DOWN, AND THANKS TO THE ENTHUSIASTIC J1S WHO HELPED IN THE MASCOT-MAKING, THE ESCORTS, THE MASCOT FARIS, AND LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST, MY LOVELY 6TH HC. :D and also, soccer girls came in 3rd for CCA sports&games category. eh eh eh ah ! Angie power siol, 2nd position. Hahahahahha. & BeeHoon, you completed the race w/o stopping !
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Went to compass point w the team for our long-craved tomyamsoup and then took 85 home and slept all the way till 7. Home-worked a bit and then baby came over. He's sleeping soundly on my bed now. So cute. I heart my hockey boy. Rarw. I should go and sleep again cause tomorrow's gonna be a long mugging day (my gosh, it's a Sunday! -.-) People, don't forget to mug kay, it's SPA week and there's Maths test on Friday !
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Becks' feeling bumpy;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-02-16T15:21:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm blogging in the school's library now. Seriously sleep-deprived since Friday. Man.. Valentine's over. But in a way or another, vday this year seems to be nothing special to me, probably because practically everyday's sweet w baby around. Yupps, thanks for the wonderful lovely gift (you promised to hang it up for me on the wall beside my bed!), the pretty bouquet of pink roses I see when I woke up and opened my eyes, the yummy candlelight dinner. and I'm so happy we went to visit the pub @ clarke quay w the guys because it's been don't know how many donkey years since I've last visited one. If I'd remember correctly, the last one I went to was clinic?" hahaha. Sorry but no photos this time round cause I looked drunk though I'm really not. I guess baby's pocket's burnt now cause I think the flowers were enough to cost him a bomb.

So yep, much much love goes out to baby for doting so much on me ! We'll go a long way I believe. and all those who gave me chocs/cupcakes/hugs etc etc, thank you so much for the sweet thought. Lastly, another special someone I won't forget, Huihoon, for that few smses that tells me I shouldn't just give up like that and that I'm not alone.

Screwed up my first consolidation chem test today again because I did only last-minute studying but I think it's alright because I had fun this weekend. Passed my SPA, though not an A. LOL. But I'll do better for this coming test on Wednesday. Gotta go discuss bout this saturday's roadrace event w lovely Phobos HC and off to prepare for the friendly w TP (though it looks like it's gonna rain anytime).

Becks' loves you;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-02-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

Think I screwed up today's SPA trial. Thank goodness it's only trial !
nvm...

House meeting was today ! I love the Phobos J1s.
Got to know our mortals today for valentine's.
Yupp, for those not in MJ, basically it's an angel-mortal game we're playing as a school.
Every one will be an angel and you'll take care of a mortal, sending letters/chocolates/gifts secretly. and at the same time someone will be your angel and send you letters etcetc.
We'll only know our own angels on this cming friday !
I'm so excited cause it's someone from my OG, Phobos 6 ! hahaha.
Anw,
Thank you all Phobos members for the overwhelming response for roadrace signup ! :D

and hippy
Yaaaay. My fever is gone. Back to training on Friday.
Can't wait for the upcoming friendlies on Monday and Wednesday.
Meridians come support MSG okay? Our home ground.

lalalaaaaaaa. Gotta go to bed and hit the books hard tomorrow before I go and fetch baby from his extra maths lesson. I want my bubble tea, you noobpea.

OHYES ! I FORGOT TO ADD. I'M GOING TO LONDON LONDON LONDON ! :D :D

becks' feeling kinky;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-02-08T21:23:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA. My baby is damn cute.
Yupps, finally orientation is over. But somehow, I don't want it to end so soon.
It'll never be the same without the two of them.
We got the champion, and we did it for you two, with you two.
Tears of mixed feelings fell the moment it was announced that we won. I don't know to be happy or not. All I know is, we'll stay as one 6th Phobos House comm through it all in our hearts. Stay strong okay dears?

On a different note, I'm glad the OGMs had fun w the OGLs. So heartening to see new friendships form, to see the classes unite as one Phobos House. Glad I had a lovely OG, Phobos6. Then found another person w the same birthdate as me ! Azmi ! The first 2009 House meeting will be on this coming wednesday. Looking forward to see those familiar cheery faces again. I love Phobos truly. and thanks to all OGLs for all the hard work you've put in.

Thanks Meishan and Aline babe for your tags, really appreciate it ! :D
See yall in class tomorrow okay? OMG, tomorrow I'll know if I get to go London. zzz.
Mak, you silly hamster, a doughNUT is better than nothing okay !

and this is for Jenny baby;
Happy belated birthday ! So sorry I couldn't wish you on 6th itself cause orientation was really v hectic for us. Thanks for all the love&care you've given me ever since we stuck to each other in MJ. You're one year older, not fair. hahaha. Hope your birthday wishes come true okay ! and train hard in vball, but not fall hard ah ! Takecare.

hehehehe. won't be blogging this week cause I've got to catch up on my studies.
Valentine's day is coming ! and my baby has plans already I guess. Omg. I'm so excited. If there's nothing on in the morning for me, I shall go and watch baby's match. Thank you for staying w me, hearing me rant about the horrible stuffs that happened over the week. Thank you for the "goodforthroat" drink. Sorry to have made you worried so much as well. I'll remember the song, "zuo de dao". :D

Becks feeling a lil bit lazy;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-02-08T20:20:00.002+08:00

:):):):):):):):):):):)
Hello everyone, I am Becky's Husband..
She asked me to help her blog while she is now busying packing her stuffs..
Now she is hugging me very tight, she still say she already stuck on me liao..
Now she say "bu li ni.. " :( She is back to packing again ..

ANIWAE,both of us slept till 3pm today.. But still like very tired lol, had lunch at 3.30pm, had dinner at 7.30pm :) I am sure my dear now feel very relaxed, because her orientation finally end liao.. HAHA.. She very xinfu lor, last night i went to fetch her at the main gate at around 9 plus 10 ..

Hmm, probably thats all to blog? :)
Goodnight everyone ,
Becky's Husband .

2009-02-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses her blanket.

Busy week, so many activities. I'm totally shagged. I need a reboost of energy. Don't worry guys. The reason why I'm more withdrawn nowadays and make less noise is because I'm tired and needa tone down or else I'll die. Nothing's wrong okay lovelies. Just need more rest I guess. Waking up at 530 each day and going sch from 645am till 6pm everyday is no joke w all the physically demanding activities and mentally demanding academic part.

zzz.

I'm so glad I'll get to see my baby tomorrow night. My motivation to survive through tomorrow.

Becks feeling stomachahes;signing out, xoxo.

2009-01-27T13:35:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOOOO. It's the last day of our CNY break already ! Ohman. zzz....

Well, CNY celebration in school on Friday was cool. There's the liondance, party w o8s414 the loveliest class eventhough we didn't win the noticeboard competition when we thought we would, the chopchillichop/"xxx stupid.. xxx stupid"/silly gunshooting games, the well-organised concert and teacher's armwrestling contest. hahahaha. Then there was training. Leg really ouched ! and our team dinner was at s11 instead of simpang cause training ended too late and we were too impatient/hungry to wait for the bus. See, this is MSG ! :D and yeah, baby went back to Malaysia that night for CNY. and my Dad had to rub it in and ask "why you never go w him?" LOL. As if I don't need to spend my CNY w my own family like that !

So, CNY eve was spent at home, finishing up tutorials and catching up a bit on Arenes cause obviously I've forgotten what's covered. Then a simple reunion dinner that my mum cooked. Some pizzahut for supper. Kill me w all the fats and carbos. Watched tv and fell asleep somehow. Mediacorp is plain boring. :/

First day of CNY, Steamboat at Ahma's place. The usual eating and watching concerts. SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG is the king ! buahahahahaha. Then cousins came, blahblah. Camwhored ! Then I guess ladyluck visited me over at granddad's place. Won some extrapocket money ! yaaay. yaaay. yaaay. But again, no point, all my savings will somehow go to paying funds which is v v v v v superbly frustrating to me. Jenny knows my heartache man. Reached home at near 12pm.

Today's the second day, Baby's finally coming back ! Just received an sms from him. hehehehehe. And yeah, gonna be watching "the wedding game" later on w my siblings and dear cousins. Don't know if baby's gonna come w us. Okay, I'm hungry already. Shall go have lunch and work on my t-shirt designs. Photos on CNY will be up on shutterfly soon. :D

Becks feeling v v v hungry;

signing out, xoxo.

2009-01-20T21:28:00.002+08:00

Hrgh. Becks' really turning into Little Miss Grumpy given the tight schedules and long hours in school. What to do, it's the A levels we're sitting for, not O levels anymore. So exhausted, all energy drained away. But it's relieving because I'm actually starting to make sense out of the concepts instead of merely plain memorising, especially for Chem. So I guess sitting in the first row of the LT isn't that bad afterall.

Becks'
busy w Orientation
busy w Road Race
busy w tutorials/assignments
busy w tests
busy w trainings
busy w never-ending meetings

Gosh, supergirl's back in action.
Not gonna give up because I wanna do well for March Block test,
then I'll safely secure a place for the Econs London Trip in June.
YESYESYESSSSS, LONDON TRIP !
My mummy says YESSSSSS !
and I really wanna go, though I'll surely miss baby a lot.

zzz, okay, my eye hurts, gotta go rest.
Been running too much as well my leg hurts.

p.s, baby I miss you.

Becks' feeling anticipated;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-01-18T13:53:00.002+08:00

Sick of this dress and the Jimmy Choos.
Taking em' off cause I feel a fool.

2009-01-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

ohwell, it's been the first week in school in 2009 and Becks exhausted already. Probably because we rushed through so many things or maybe it's the increasingly intensive soccer trainings. But yeah, what to do. Pushing hard because I believe in "CONSISTENCY" and not "PROCRASTINATE". Dr William Tan came to speak to us, the new batch of JC2s and I guess, I was somehow a lil motivated. Hope this burning desire won't die off.

Sidenotes:
1. Becks' v v proud of you Lydia, you did well !
2. Becks, press on because coach is not leaving us anymore !
3. Becks, press on because DSA girls are coming in !
4. Phobos Road Race following tightly after orientation ! People, do sign up if you're interested !
5. Becks saved $270 from Jan 12 till now.
6. Becks should continue to eat less, save more, shop more.
7. Becks' gonna go apply for POSB debit card tomorrow, the one Shaun has !
8. School's never the same w/o the full o8s414 strength.

GOGO BECKS, tomorrow's Saturday so you should go and sleep now to compensate all the lost hours over the week & also to save some energy to have some quality time w your baby.

Becks feeling aches all over;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-01-11T22:44:00.002+08:00

haiyyyaaaah ! school's reopening tomorrow !

Okay, I must admit, I'm excited, not about the tests definitely, but because I get to see all my girlfriends &schoolmates ! HAH. Dyed my hair already so it's entirely brown now, no more gold strands. Hope I pass the attire check tomorrowso I won't have to redye it. and I have no idea who our new civics tutor is. nevermind, I'll know it tomorrow morning. hehehehehehe. Everything's gonna be back to how it was... baby waking me up at 5.30am every morning, brush my teeth, bathe, put on my school uniform, and dragging myself to the interchange, sleeping through my 39 bus ride or plain mugging if there's test on that day, go canteen for my vitasoy, assembly, lectures, breaks, tutorial, breaks, school ends/training goes on, go fetch baby or the other way round he comes over, go home, bathe, eat, study, sleep. Guess that's how my 2009 routine will be. and yup, I'll be spending less money eating during breaks so girlfriends, don't tempt me okay? reason being, I wanna save more money, and also save more time for tutorials so I can go home and do nothing but rest/maybe revise on j1's work. Gonna go register for a POSB card some time this week and start working on t-shirt designs for my boss and contact hexun. money, money, money, here I come.

and hope lady luck will be w baby tomorrow.

Becks' feeling sleepy;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-01-07T18:37:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA. My baby's coming back in a few hours' time and zzz, have to return him his blanket that he'd left w me for safeguarding. I'm so excited to see him and my presents. "kekeszx" hahahaha. lol. and why am I back on blogger? Because I've finally finished revising my two most hated topics for chem; chem bonding and ionic equilibria. I shall start on/finish my gsc project/do maths(again!zzz) tomorrow, then back to start on my favourite organic chem revision. Anyway, I'm craving for more Gelare waffles after yesterday's lovely Gelare trip w the team at downtown e-hub. But I still think nothing beats b&j icecream & royce chocolates. Okay, Ima go eat dinner.

Note to self:
It's gonna be a crazymuggingrush,
a test of perservance,
but it ain't gonna put me down
because I know
the fittest will survive. :)
"When there's a will, there's a way."-my belief.

Becks feeling inspired;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-01-04T00:53:00.003+08:00

Becks should seriously wake up now. I hate myself for digressing and not doing proper revision. School's reopening in another week's time and I have this feeling I've not accomplished much over the holidays. So if I really can't keep up in j2, then serve me right okay?zzz. Since baby is overseas now, and I have no money for shopping and there's no much training session going on, I should seriously take this chance to revise for the coming chem test. So, I shall let my vaio rest more these days, and lilpaperheart.bs.com shall be stagnant until the 7th. muggermode/thesmartsexy. till then, miss me ! &Imissbaby, my nerdycool.

2009-01-03T00:40:00.005+08:00

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Haha. This photo looks like my silly baby who's about to fly off to Vietnam for OCIP till the 7th. Yeah, cute right ! Just wanna say, take good care of yourself over there, don't cry in front of the kids eventhough you miss me or you start thinking about yesterday's incident at hockey training okay ! I'll be quite busy in school for orientation preparation plus mugging for chemistry test so don't worry. and my mummy seems to be in a better mood alr, I'm telling her where I'm going and eating my meals at home for these days, so you can sleep at ease and have fun over there. Will wait for the 7th to see you and my presents ! Come back in a piece my boy. Meanwhile, I shall go back to snuggle into your blanket. :) love you.

Becks feeling chirpy;
signing out, xoxo.

2009-01-01T17:09:00.003+08:00

It's 2009 already so Happy New Year to all !
Well... 2008 was really an exciting, bullet-train year. There's the good old PAE times at Innova with the brothers/0823c/adastra, the valentines' day surprises. There's also the times we went chilling together (w the brothers) till late nights in clarke quay, marina blahblah. Then results came, hesitated but decided to leave Innova afterall and stepped into Meridian where I embarked on a new journey. Finally a school out of the North Area, a school w a field I fell in love w at first sight. Then on, soccer undoubtedly became an important part of my JC life, an immediate passion w a team of girls who on every Monday waits for the school bell to ring at 5.05pm and rushes out of the LT to the field. I've also got a wonderful bunch of girls, lovers' club in lovely s414 to bloghop/bitch/peoplewatch/parade during breaks. Also, the house spirits were so strong, after the colosseum events and cheerleading, I was officially induced into the Hall of House leaders as Phobos Secretary on my birthday. Yeah, 4 birthdaycakes this year for my birthday, w another cakesmash on the field by my 12 other teammates, and many presents, and a simple dinner w the brothers and my then newfoundlove, Mr Sim. Finally we got together on the o7o8o8 and life became even more enjoyable w him eversince. But things on my to-do-lists gets more and more and keeps repeating- tutorials, test, PW, soccer, HC. Was lost inititally even after I totally flunked my midyears w horrendous results which was a real painful slap in my face. PW brought us pain again and again, but it ended well. Guess I managed to pick up somehow somewhere and did better for the promo exams. Hmm, mugging pays off, see !

So 2009 is here and of course, a new year comes w new year resolutions !
1. An A for PW grade.
2. Be in first 11 for A divs, top 4 again !
3. Ironwomen for NAPFA again !
4. Spend less money on taxi and food.
5. No more skipping lectures/tutorials/sleeping in gsc class.
6. Of course, good exam grades, and for the As.

08's slogan for self was CONSUME.
09's one shall be: ENJOY.
{you don't have to understand it cause it's for myself.}

Actually, I'm already thinking about all the fun that's coming after this year's As. hahahahahaha. Like, my 18th birthday celebration, I want it a blast ! and M18 movies, alcohol legally, club legally, shopping, spas. whoaaaaa, shiok. and I wanna meet my dear lydia and litong soon. But all in all, I wish that baby will stay by me through 2009. May it be a splendid year this year ! :)

Becks' feeling nerdy;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-12-27T22:01:00.004+08:00

It's gonna be a long post due to popular demand & also to cater to my individual reader's needs. Just scroll and choose the paragraphs you wanna read cause I've added headings. :)

Genting
The trip was really fun-filled, especially w the exciting theme park rides and the super cold weather. Baby and I decided to just give it all out and try all the crazy rides. Baby's sister enjoyed herself so much she was smiling in her sleep. LOL. and the world's so small, I saw Jeff and Phan w their girlfriends while queuing for the "flying chair" ride, then saw them again @ another ride's queue. Hmm, the food there, I would say it's average but the night life there's good. Nice pub, nice cocktails/beer, nice performance and song dedications w a relaxing atmosphere. A not-bad place for couples. :) Shopping was just as fine, didn't buy much cause nothing really caught my eye, no hellokitty and all and worse, my mastercard wasn't valid cause my sister forgot to pay last month's bill. Still, a great time w baby and his family over there. Then drove off to baby's grandparent's place and spent 2 nights there. Finally went there w him but his grandma was in Singapore instead. LOL. Missed out the good food again. Yupps, Photos uploaded at Shutterfly already so I'm too lazy to post them up here again. :D

Christmas
Okay, both Christmas eve and Christmas were splendid. I went door-to-door gift sending on the eve and I really felt like a mini santa clause. Coolios ! Then baby came to fetch me at my house and we went to try Hotpot culture at Marina Square cause I've been craving for hotpot before we went to genting. YAAAAY. All thumbs up ! Totally worthed the money spent. Then we went back to my place to get our xmas gifts from my Sister. She bought us a couple bracelet w our names engraved on it. Thanks dajie ! and then my brother bought me a hellokitty drawstring pouch. Thanks ah shitman ! Baby was best, he came w my favourite hellokitty box, w a hellokitty towel and a hellokitty dress. It sure cost him a bomb as well. Thank youuuuu. I bought him his subcrew/unity Changsha limited edition cap. Cannot find in Singapore one okay? I think it's damn nice you can see it in my baby's blog or on my shuttefly. hahaha. Took days to ship over so was late in giving him it but he went like so high, "yesyesyes" when he saw it ! silly. hahaha. and thanks to all who sent me xmas cards and gifts. Yupp, the next day, we went to meet Wingkeong, Janelle and Joel at Plaza Singapura, ate Thai express and watched "IP MAN". Nice movie, inspired me to really stand up for my beliefs and rights. Went to baby's house after that to get his hockey stuffs then went back to my place together since he had to go school the next day. All in all, lovely christmas, really a season of love & giving. Photos on shutterfly !

Soccer
So today, had a fun time at the CDC tournament w the girls in ITE Bishan. It's the first time I'm playing as striker today, seriously different feel man. Now I know how Athirah and Waner's jobs' like. Haven't trained there for ages and I miss training w the awesome Whitley/CDC players. It's been a long time and I guess I really did miss out quite a lot of stuffs w the team. A pity, but well, at least we had a good time catching up today, teamtalking at Bishan though not all our members were around. Gymed after the matches and our abs are really going to tone up, ouch ! but it's also good for us in the sense it kills away the fats we've deposited over the holidays. -.- It's time for me to go youtubing and watch more soccer cause I think I'm still lagging. Come on becks, where's the GreatGiggsGoal? wakeupwakeupwakeup.

Right, and and this is for baby. Hey love, guess we had a lot of fun together over the past two weeks plus. It's time we settle down and prepare for next year so life won't be as tough and straining right? Especially when A div starts and the academic pressure that's gonna kick in. Don't worry I'll make sure I bite you when you start slackening. and don't heartpain, you can bite me as well if I doze off while mugging. Hehehehehehe. I'm so sorry I was emo last night and made you worry so much. Now I know why your shoulders are aching, cause you slept on the sofa last night dope ! Hope it's not aching as much already? and yeah, read all mine and your blog posts. Reflected a bit, thought though a lot, many doubts popping out but guess what hg said to you was right, I've grown to be a more matured person, probably stronger as well, after many rollercoaster-rides on my emotions then I've finally settled down, w you, Sim Xin Kai. So I guess it'll be a real big blow to me if we have to part someday. You are really someone important, so I hope when you asked me to stay w you, you mean it. Okay, I should stop cause I'm going to tear soon. Shutup don't laugh okay. Right, can't wait to see you tomorrow and I love you to bits, really. :)

Yupps, after so much fun, I'm finally settled down and ready to mug. Finished half of maths revision and yaa, have to finish the other half and then I can start on the holiday revision package. After Maths, shall start on Chemistry revision to prepare for the coming test. Then I'll finish off w a little bit of Econs when baby comes back from Vietnam on the 7th. and yeah, anyone wants to go FSC on the 30th just to play w the kids for a while?

Becks feeling nostalgic;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-12-23T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hello Mr/Mdm/Mrs/Ms, I'm finally back from a long break at Genting. Well, it was really more than just a "holiday" trip because it gave me a chance to think through a lot of stuffs (bet baby didn't know this), basically regarding kinship. cos' actually, I've had a cold war w my mum & we didn't talk for 2 days, even when I left home on the 16th. Yeap. & I missed two training sessions/sentosa trip/1 friendly match w my MSG. zzzz. Then I received an sms from my sister on the 19th, telling me that my dearest uncle had passed away that morning. So after the trip, I had to rush to attend the wake and ended up oh so sleep-deprived because I had to clear the tables/serve food/watch the josssticks/run here and there for rituals. How depressing w all the trepidation within. See, nothing comes between kinship for long; number 1 placing will always be family.

Well, on a lighter note, I'm glad I've got baby w me through these tough times. Thanks for telling me "everything's gonna be alright" and secure me in your arms everytime something unpleasant occurs, it helps a lot, really. Genting was like a mini honeymoon for us, fun & sweet w many many photos taken to be posted on my shutterfly (so do check em' out). Baby's parents really dote on me a lot and even bought so many foodstuffs back for my mummy. I'm so lucky to have them all. & my daddy was superbly cute when he introduced baby to my relatives & his friends @ the wake (to think baby was still a little traumatised because of certain stuffs before this). HAHA.

Hmm, I guess I've gotten over all the unhappy stuffs and yupps, it's time to prepare for Christmas ! Tomorrow's Christmas eve & I'm gonna go door-to-door gift sending in the morning then baby's coming to fetch me & go play. Haahahahaha. Wonder how many gifts/cards I'll get this year & what baby's first xmas present for me will be. He'd better buy something nice cause his present cost me a bomb, over a hundred pleaseeeeeeee, can't even bear to spend it on myself. LOL. Gahhhh, I can't wait for all the fun that's coming.

Of course, there's still a need to study. Becks knows her limits. :)

Becks' feeling dopey;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-12-16T12:28:00.002+08:00

Off to genting, bye all ! back on the 20th.
Till then, miss me.

throwitallaway.

2008-12-11T21:12:00.006+08:00

Okay, that's how I spent my lazy Tuesday & Wednesday w baby @ home. Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep eat eat eat eat take photo take photo watch 古惑仔 watch 古惑仔 laugh laugh laugh. LOL. That's how sianszx life can get in this teenyweenypeany island Singapore. But as long as baby's around, it can't get worse.

Cheerios, Dionna is back from Brisbane ! FIFI's birthday ! Sakae w Chonmun the gayest ! Beach soccer w MSG ! GENTING W BABY ! I smell ... ... FUN ! :D:D:D

But again, I need to settle down & study. It's A levels, not the bloody O's anymore. So before I go & join the crowd @ Andy Lau's concert tomorrow, I shall be a good girl & study.

Becks' feeling LAZY;

signing out, xoxo.

2008-12-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm finally back on blogger. I need a break.

Sunday: CIP (Christmas High tea w the elderlies from this service centre at Tanjong Rhu)
Nearly missed the session cause baby & I overslept @ my place but I decided to cab down still, but ended up having to walk in because the roads were blocked due to standardchartered marathon. The day started off real bad because Jenny & I got scolded by this lady, but soon things got better, w the elderlies, befrienders & the little kids who were performing. We got to eat the 9 course high tea w the elderlies@ Meritus Mandarin hotel. So, I'd say the trip was even more worthwhile since we didn't have to pay for anything. & the volunteers all went home w this satisfied & accomplished smile printed on our faces. :)

Monday: Family gathering at Granddad's place.
Another family bondage session, mainly is to visit my very sick uncle again. Rained like hell okay, but our hearts were warm & filled w laughter. Wanted to do my maths revision package but damn, clever me forgot my GC. So I ended up slacking, eating & playing w my cousin's baby. Emo big-time @ night because I missed baby.

Today: CIP (Pasir ris Family service centre, looking after the kids.)
My, the kids there are really really so adorable, even though they can be rowdy at times. Constructive time there w the kids, hope they enjoyed our company too. Shall go back there & visit them soon again ! Left at 5 plus & was supposed to fetch baby from dover but I had a serious flu so here I am, home slacking.

Hmm... not exactly in the right mood now, 2 main reasons.
1. Mummy gave me only half of my allowance because it's "holidays" & she assume I'll need less money thereafter.
2. I haven't seen baby for 2 days & 14 hours & this silly poke injured himself again.

Dear dope of mine, imy real hard.
It's noone else but you. I'm going to go bonkers now.

Becks' feeling outofhermind;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-12-05T20:28:00.002+08:00

Like wow, it's Friday today, time flies like *poof* ! So the 3 friendly matches w the 3 soccer academies have finally come to an end. It's been a soccer-only week since Monday, wednesday & today, Friday were the friendly matches & thanks a million, I am like so chao tah again w the vvv fugly tanlines. Nonetheless, we had fun while enjoying this great exposure playing w top-notched passionate players from the foreign land. Mind you... they're really great & that means we have a lot of catching up to do to prepare ourselves in fighting against similar teams like VJ & SA in this coming A div. Okay, I'll keep doing my touches at home & make sure I don't lose my momentum. BUT before that, I'll need some rest. Today's been exceptionally tired. Probably not used to playing morning games or playing both halfs w/o Celeste taking over while I take the chance to catch my breathe. My legs are so wobbly now it's like I can feel the lactic building up. zzz. It's also a blessing that I survived these 3 games w/o any serious injuries though I'm bed-ridden temporarily for today. -.-

Note to self:
1. I must start going for runs again to build up my stamina.
2. I must practice crosses and shots.
3. I must do more reviews.

Okay, somehow I hope for the soccer camp to be postponed so I won't miss out all the trainings & fun w the girls. I don't want to be weakest in the team you see, cause I'm already vvv lousy. But I shall not be selfish ! Hahaha. & yah, I must thank Huihoon for the Hellokitty pouch thing that she bought for me randomly. So sweet, I love it totally.
I love coach, I love the team, I love MSG !

Okay, before baby gets jealous of my team & eats me up, I shall leave a message here for him:
Hey hamsome, (LOL) see, I'm not injured after the match. I take your words vvv seriously okay? Yupps, like you said, we're lucky to be brought together, w/o much obstacles and even if there is any, I'm glad we went through them all together. Heh. Though we haven't been meeting up as often for the past week, we're still the same as before, that's a good sign. & you you you promised you'll control your temper, I know you're working hard on it, but I hope it's not just on the pitch that you'll remember to do so. You should know what I mean right? Yeah, that's all I wish to say for now. can't wait to see you tomorrow. Remember to bring extra massager k? :D

Shall go & continue scaring myself by watching mimic2, disgusting cockroaches. Yucks.

Becks feeling bloated;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-12-02T22:39:00.005+08:00

Yaay. Mugger is back & I'm done w Arenes tutorial, but, I still cannot remember the many reactions and conditions. zzz. It's b&j icecream time & I'm like bloghopping & I found this photo in Janelle's photobucket. Hahahahahaha. Credits to photographer & this idiotic model.

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That's my sillyGLnoobshitcuteidiotic one&only love @ some hockey fiesta. :) Goodluck for your match tomorrow ! Okay, goodluck to us. Off to munch on more tidbits ! & stop looking @ my baby, I know he's cute. heh !

Becks feeling LOVED BY DIONNA; signing out, xoxo.

2008-12-02T13:50:00.003+08:00

love this song totally. So sweet. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRxdepp0A4c

雖然你滿身數不完　的缺點
完美小姐也不是我　的頭銜
越看就越順眼　我們之間
舒服得像　星期天
是緣份　是愛情
是命運緊緊把我們　綁在一起越
吵越甜蜜　越吵越愛你　
越不分離生活的難題　
考驗著愛情才顯得我們的努力　多麼值得被珍惜
從今就緊緊的和你　綁在一起
不管壞天氣　不管壞心情　
都不分離
麵包的滋味　有多香多甜
有你分享　有你分享　才是真完美

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It's gonna be a boring day at home today. Not gonna go out because I've officially declared to be broke and I haven't got Dec's allowance yet. Man, Aline went zouk yesterday. I should have gone as well, sounds a lot of fun. Yet again, where's the money gonna come from. -.-

Too much procrastinating, I'm not studying, that's not the way to go becks. "wake up your idea". gonna go read through Arenes, then I'll reward myself w b&j icecream and some tv-watching time. Aiming to finish Chem assignments by soccer camp and when I return from genting, there'll be three weeks left till school reopens. So it'll be econs, chem and maths intensive respectively. Starting the muggermode-engine !

when Dionna's back from Goldcoast, we'll go studying together& catch some nice movies to compliment ourselves. yaaaaaay. I'll get myself a christmas gift as well to reward myself for making it through J1. Hohoho. :) :) :)

& yupp, tomorrow's friendly w the angmohs again. Think at the rate we're going, we're improving a lot. Go MSG, train hard to fulfill our common dream okay !

MUGGING TIME !

Becks feeling lazy;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-11-30T22:08:00.002+08:00

It's a very emotional Sunday for me. Well, went to my maternal Grandpa's house in the noon to visit my uncle who was diagnosed w cancer a year back. His condition now have worsened so much that the cancer cells have spreaded from his lungs to his brains and bones. The moment I saw his sunken cheeks and listless eyes when I stepped into his house, my heart was literally torn apart. He's as skiny as a bamboo I'm so afraid he will collapse anytime. The man who used to play w me, rescue me from my Grandpa's crazy tickles, buy me candies and chocolates, have now become very sick, very very sick. My aunties and cousins were also there and there's this common thing between us: We're all hiding our emotions from him. It's obvious that we're all heartbroken to see him in his current state but the fact that we still put on a facade and act like everything's gonna be alright is because we know he doesn't want us to worry about him. We know it's impossible for him to carry such a heavy burden on his own, but, the kind of helplessness we feel when we can only watch him cough and sometimes cough out blood, yet do nothing at all to help, it's really overwhelming. I really wish that the excruiciating pain will ease off at least a little to make him feel better. I'm so afraid that he'll just collapse and leave us though we all know death is part and parcel of life. I'm afraid because I've not exactly experienced the pain of losing a kin or a friend. I know I wouldn't be able to deal w such trauma. Still, I hope that if that day ever comes, he'll leave us all peacefully w/o any worries or regrets. I he'll stay strong. Dear Uncle, remember, we all love you.

Becks feeling heartaches;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-11-29T21:58:00.006+08:00

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Yeah, the GSC international conference is finally over. Been spending these two days at the national library listening to professors and researchers talk about Mr TanKahKee and Dr LeeKongChian, two great pioneers. The presentation of the 11 papers were rather boring as it was too high a level for us to understand. and Weixin, Meishan, Dionna and I were the only youths around. The rest were all old uncles and aunties and some of them were really weird, especially the aunty who kept on pestering people for contacts because she's an insurance agent. zzz. Meishan slept a lot, Weixin stoned a lot, Dionna sms-ed a lot, and I doodled a lot.

Crapped up w two poems and some random drawings.

o1. Distant
"In love, there's nothing fair",
undoubtedly, I woud say.
Sometimes, I wish to share,
but often, my thoughts sway.
So exhausted, I couldn't bear,
How I wish that you would stay.
and if you sincerely care,
I'll disregard the costs to pay.
Till the day you're finally there,
my rainbow fades away.

o2. Grey
Black keys, white keys;
The piano and her saddening lullabies.
Black walls, white candle;
The loneliness and her silent cries.
Black lies, white scars;
The hurt and her screaming "bye"s.

Yupps, and photos can be viewed in my SHUTTERFLY but I've included an exclusive photo of KEKMEISHAN over here. She pratically slept through the whole of yesterday and today's presentations. Good job kek ! :D

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Well, baby's at Malaysia now. It's seems pretty long that we haven't met although he came to fetch me from library yesterday night, guess it's just that we haven't been talking/ seeing each other like how we used to see each other everyday. It's alright, I'm a big girl and I'm learning to takecare of myself when baby's not around. So to take my mind off him and to prevent myself from being emo, I went for retail therapy today after the heritage tour. Total costs on receipts add up to $72.55.

I know I'm a shopping queen,
don't have to remind me.

Becks feeling sleepy;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-11-27T21:22:00.003+08:00

Why this photo? Because that's how I was feeling when I was in camp. I missed baby a hell load. I miss his smile, his silly face, his brown hair, his voice, all in all, his presence. Now I'm back from OGL camp. 3 cheers to welcome me home please? It wasn't that bad as I'd imagined because our groups are mixed&merged together so I'm no longer the only girl in the team. Ended up in team 3 w a whole big group of people and I'm super lucky because Uncle Jierong, Rahavan, Shila were from the same group as me during LTC camp. Of course, new friendships were sparked off, w people like Rebecca, Sabri, Kenneth, Aldrick and blahblahblahblah. But yupps, baby's always on my mind.

So ORA (operation red alert) games, we came in 3rd, awesome right? yeah. There was also house time, again, on behalf of 6th Phobos HC, I thank all the OGLs who lived up to their words & turned up for the camp. Mass dance was superbly cool cause we've learnt the new Floorfilla dance and the Ayer dance. and Phobos, once again, became the Mat house siol ! "Shake it like a phobos house member~" I'm trying to learn some melayu okay ! Aku sunggoh cantek !

The night walk, I tell you, it was totally hilarious because Rahavan, ChengKang, KK and me laughed all the way through. There was this fake female ghost in white in one of the guys toilet's cubicle and then one of us was supposed to dip our hands into the pail that's in front of her to get a note. So Rahavan kicked open the cubicle w CheeKean trying to scare us from behind. Then Rahavan asked the ghost "Eh, you chio a not?" "Who are you ah? Athirah ah?" Like wtf, Athirah's hair where got so long laa ! Then the ghost started attacking him and he got poked in his eye while I took the chance and did something brave, that is, to steal the note. hahahahahahahaha. cannot stand it totally, nightwalk was like so entertaining man. & yaa, Kenneth said I was a saddist because I laughed all the way while watching the movie "Silence".

MMM was super fun also w us doing the pompompompompom cheer so many times to earn bonus points. Then Sabri, Rebecca and I kept on joking about something which shall be kept as a secret between us. LOL. I bet the people on the trains and buses were wondering if we were nuts. Hahahaha. They should be having their finale night right now, ohman, I'm missing out the fun part. I wanna see what lame crapshit performances the OGLs can up w within 2 hours laa, must be damn funny for sure. Hope Team3 will do just as fine, go T3 ! I'm looking forward to the actual orientation, but there're just so many things for the HC to takeover from the councillors from now on.

So tomorrow will be the GSC course w the girls. Hahahaha. Finally weixintofu and meishanchicken is back from OCIP. Hope they had a lot of fun there hur. I should go and get some proper rest now before I start to fall ill again. But before that, the bottom part's a reservation made by my silly baby:

Hello stupid, you're playing poker in your camp now hur? Slacker man. Tomorrow will be the last day of your training camp ! I can already imagine how black and charcoal-ed you are. hahaha. Yupps, tomorrow's open house huh? Don't appear out too much and kill all the xiaomeimeis okay? but try to help your brothers drag more pretties into hockey though. LOL. I am like so excited that you're finally gonna break camp but at the same time, I'm worried that you might fall sick after the camp though you keep saying you're damn fit. :/ Really really really takecare okay, & you promised me you're gonna sleep at least a lil bit so you must do as you said alright ! Or else Becks will be angry and you'll be in deep shit. Hope to see you really soon baby ! "Missing you like a child misses her blanket"

Becks feeling anticipated;

signing out, xoxo.

2008-11-25T21:06:00.003+08:00

Leaving for OGL camp tomorrow. Well, as a house com member, I know I shouldn't be saying this, but I'm really not looking forward to the camp. Why? Because I'll be the only girl in my group. Damn, if I don't click well w the other 3 guys, then it'll be so boring. sigh. Let's just pray that things will turn out fine. Coincidentally, baby's hockey training camp falls on the same date as my OGL camp, so he can't really accompany me through sms during the camp. sigh sigh triple sigh. Lucky I'll be leaving on the second day's evening because of GSC course on wednesday.

To my lovely boy, takecare of yourself during hockey camp okay? Today at my house you said you'll remind me to take my meals and wake me up as usual during the camp. Really v v v sweet. You know I'll miss you a lot during the camp but yaa, I'll try not to be emo so that you can focus and train hard. Have fun during your camp w the boys as well okay? Hope to see you really really soon. Love you. 12 more days to 4th monthsary. :)

Becks feeling blue;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-11-24T23:13:00.002+08:00

BE AGGRESSIVE, B-E AGGRESSIVE !
Yupps, today was MSG's friendly match w team TJC and we were really aggressive, driving our opponents to keep in their own half for the entire match. Khai managed to use her fingers to count how many times she touch the ball and even went out of the goalpost to jog at the D-area when the match was still on. Good defensive work by Beehoon, Nirah and Yup. Good attacks by the midfield line and of course, our dear strikers Babe and Waner. hahahaha. But again we faced the same problem as the senior batch, all our chances were not converted to goals. There was this header that I took, not really trying to head it into the goal but I should have tried cause I only missed the line by only 0.231324324cm. That was how close man. Another chance, a solid switch pass from Jeraldine in the center, I sprinted like hell then opponents came so i passed to Waner but she missed that one touch. Had pretty lot of chances but crap, i just didn't manage to score. It was damn close. I swear I'll get em' in the next time round. Even the floorball people who were watching us from the tracks went "AWWWWW". Miss Lee also "AWWWW". ZZZ. Ended w a 0-0, referee was obviously kayu laa, teaching his girls in front of my face how to kick freekick, anyhow give ball say we foul throw when his own girls handball-ed. Hello?! freaking handball. zzz. But nevermind, i like the TJ girls, friendly and nice and sporting people. :)

&yaa, did I tell you our team photo outside the soccer store was stolen? Damnnnn freaky. Someone might just cast a curse on us. Maybe that's why we can't score today ah ! zzz. Uploading some of our photos on my shutterfy account soon ! Do check em' out okay?

&I didn't know my teammates actually read my blog cause they don't usually tag. Then the stupid Nisha and Angeline kept disturbing me only. Basket. Girls, next time tag okay !

Alright, am gonna watch "wu lin da dao" and jiggle a bit. 1 more day to OGL camp. danggggg.

Becks feeling bored;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-11-23T22:08:00.004+08:00

hehehehehehhehehehe. Simple weekend spent w my dear boy. Saturday had a short training session w coach. How cool, coach came late for an hour but it's alright since he's coming down to coach us for free anyway. Familiarised w the position we're playing for tomorrow's match and as usual, I'll be playing as left winger. Then baby came to fetch me home. Rotted at home and I'm supposed to cook dinner but ended up sleeping till baby and I had to go to Northpoint to eat. -.- pig, yeah. Dined at Sakura, baby rated 5.5. heh. We went back to watch this lame chinese movie shown on channel 8 and tadahhhh, we fell asleep till this noon cause it was too boring.

Sundayyyyyy nooon, woke up and again, eat eat eat. Went to Northpoint's newly opened Japanese foodcourt for lunch. The ramen I ate was not exactly very nice, plus the service wasn't very good, stagnant queues and all. Dang. Baby's omelette rice looks pretty good though. & I saw this person that I'm really very scared of because he's bloody freaky that I feel all so awkward and uneasy w him arnd. After our lunch, went to baby's house and I fell asleep again, while he was playing dota. His parents came back and we went for dinner ! Lovely beef noodles at Jalan Besar that area, lavender foodcourt I think. Then we saw this weird angmoh who bought a bowl of dessert w/o eating it but just taking photographs of it. What a waste of food man, should offer it to me, I'll be very delighted to finish it up for her. ahahaha.

Back to punggol and baby took 85 w me cause he's been worrying about my health for these two days. How sweet baby, thanks a lot dear, really appreciate that. And now I'm home, damn sleepy thougb I've pretty much slept through my entire weekend. Got to sleep soon tonight cause tomorrow's the friendly match w TJC. Let's just hope tomorrow's game will be ours to triumph, that'll be a good morale boost before our intense training for A div next year. I hope I don't screw up so we don't have to go for hell training after match tomorrow. and our team have come up w smething among ourselves. If we win tomorrow, we'll go simpang to eat Roti prata. If we draw, we'll get fast food. If we lose, we'll have vegetarian food instead. Food's our motivation. Go MSG ! And coach, don't forget our bananas/tau huay !

Becks feeling lethargic;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-11-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

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2008-11-20T18:46:00.005+08:00

-editted-

Stupid lack of vitamins in my body.
Guess that's why my period always hurts so much.
and I can predict I'll have another headache tonight.

Just read baby's blog, totally surprised at how sweet this noob can be.
Thanks for all sweet hon, w you around, things always seem to look better. :)
yupps, and I will die w/o you nagging into my ears.
17 days left to 4th monthsary.

Beck's feeling contradicting;
signing out, xoxo.

2008-11-19T22:59:00.003+08:00

hrgh. It's been a long day. woke up early for training but couldn't go for it because of unforeseen circumstances, yeah, cramps, damn suay. Rolled in my bed for an hour or so before I could get back to sleep. So I ended up being the maid in the house for the whole day. Yes mum?

yupps. I woke up, bathed, went down met baby and went to ntuc to get some cooking stuffs. Then he wanted to eat pasta for dinner so we bought the stuffs as well. Baby sent me home and bathed before heading to meet his hockey guys. So yeah, I rotted at home, ironed for hours, and yaa, done up the egg/crabmeat mayo sandwiches my brother was craving for the other day. and mummy came back w my brother from giant. I got to sweep and mop the floor. yadaayadaaa, already half dead from the awful cramps I'm having, brshhhh. After mopping, then have to start cooking dinner cause my brother had taekwondo in the evening. Dang, no rest, no rest.

So dinner's tomato pasta w mushroom and ham bitszx and parmesan cheese, w an additional piece of grilled chicken thigh meat. LOL. Wasted, forgot to buy some campbell soup or it'll be a real set meal people sell in cafes like breeks. hahahahaha.

SIGH. I bet Ethel, April and gang must be laughing when they read this post. The princess of theirs who never once went to the supermarket w them and carried stuffs/touched the stove/washed the dishes/did the serving is now yaaa, a part-time homemaker. What's happening to becks man. Nonetheless, satisfaction wins it all. -.-

MY. I'm damn bored nownownownownownow. Baby's sleeping beside me like dn know whattttt. Guess he's just too tired after the match. hahahahahahahahahaha. I gotta go sleep soon as well. It's not easy being a maid. :/

ending off, indulging in a little tinge of sheer sweetness,
goodnight all.

2008-11-18T22:39:00.006+08:00

Danggggg. Had a terrible migraine yesterday but fear not, it just bid goodbye to me after a jab from Mr doctor today. See, I'm all fit and well again. Most of all, I can sleep in peace now. Hurray ! Went to Tampines Mall this afternoon and there was a huge fuss in m)phosis earlier on regarding my shiny red pouch bought from F21 because the ladies working there fell in love w it. Checked the actual price of the m)phosis tote bag I bought online, heh, saved quite a bit, (tag me if you want the link okay). Then met baby after he went to trim his hair and went to get his hair dye and some other stuffszx that is not convenient to say here, don't ask why.

and then walked quite a bit to get baby's grip for his hockey stick. He chose this very gl colour, yellow banana fellow. Took bus 38 later on to get our asses to food expo, obviously, for food since we're both very big gluttons. yupyupps, the durian pancake was damn nice I swear. and thank god baby found this candy called "long xu tang", that I really really really love to eat when I was a kid. Hohohoho. These two is enough to make our trip worthwhile.

Dined at baby's house afterwhich and looked through his childhood photos, seriously damn cute.

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Okay, that little baby girl in pink is baby's sister aka joyjoy. haha. She looks like a real doll.
That sweet-looking innocent little chap wearing the straw hat reminds me of Feng fei fei, a well-known cheena artist. hahahahahaha. and the japanese sushiman is so cuteeeeee. Okayokay, I'm going to die laughing if I continue looking at these cute photos. Ohya, did I mention baby dyed his hair today? Hahaha. Yup, his mummy dyed it for him and made him look like Mr mosquito while waiting for the dye to settle.

Conclusion: My boyfriend is a bigger vainpot as compared to me. Don't believe? Look at the bottom photo. He's carrying my tote bag w his signature Fang Da tong specs. Too bad the photo's blurred or you can see a perfect imitation of Jojo in "lao shi jia lao da".

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I'm feeling: Munchyyyyy!
Music of the day: Ai dao - Fahrenheit

{tag replies}
Dionna: Hellooooo. hahaha, cool, but i cant go i think. you confirm ?
Chonmun: Helloooooooo munmun, batam trip ?
JR: HELLO UNCLE, how did you arrive here?
Mak: Hamster hamster, any food for you?
Djie: Hahahahaha. Whatzzup for food for class chalet ?

2008-11-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

Hello earth, I'm over the moon now because my laptop's been revived this afternoon by my genius brightspark baby. If it weren't for him, I think I'll stupidly be carrying it all the way to Wisma for service. Thanks a lot dear boy ! and also thanks a lot to my sister who have been generously lending me her laptop for pw and stuffszx.

So today rotted at home w baby, then we went for dinner at my place's downstairs. The western food sucks man, swear I'll never patronise it again. hrgh. Then we were late for our movie, Madagascar. and "Mr Becky Soh", LOLOLOLOLOLOL. I'll never forget this.

and yeah, I smell something fishy. How did Jierong get to my blog?

Shall end today's post here since baby's rushing me to sleep cause I have training tomorrow morning. Better not rain cause I wanna train. (eh, rhymes!) OKAYOKAY. goodnight all.

I'm feeling: HAPPPPPYYYYYY
Music of the day: I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT !

2008-11-14T17:39:00.002+08:00

So the whole week of lecture's finally over. Started Maclaurin's series tutorial and it's crap. Now the idea of going to J2 is scaring me a great deal. Press on, hang in there.

Today's training was hell early at 730am. It's weird that I'm always one of the few earlybirds in the team though I live furthest away from the school. :/ alright. Training was cool, but tiring. After dismissal, Huihoon and I kicked around the store area and I accidentally headed the ball and it crashed the whole load of stuffs outside the cleaner's room. omfg. Then this lady inside the room "oi"ed us so both of us ran away and hid behind the walls. HAHAH. How bad can we get.

Back home, did nothing but youtubed until now. Listened to some songs that we used to dance to. Made me wanna jiggle a bit, heh. Anyway, heard that the bash ytd night was pretty fun huh? Too bad party girl's not there to party. I was at home watching tv w my baby. hahahaha :D

Alright, Ima go bathe and fetch that indianman from his hockey training already. Then we're gonna eat botakjones again. wheeeeeeeeeeeeee !

2008-11-10T22:15:00.003+08:00

It's gonna be a lengthy post I suppose, hahaha.

Sunday was a long yet fun-filled day spent w baby. He wokeup at 650 and appeared at my doorstep w his silly face at 8 somthing. Being my usual self, I opened the door for him and went back to sleep. HAHAHA. Then we went down for breakfast and I watched him play basketball w my stupid noobshit brother. They were so cute running here and there. Afterwhich, went to Harry's place and watch baby play dota and mahjong. He was on a real winning streak that day, probably because he wore my green cdc jersey. LOL. Went back to punggol and off we went w his family to Sakurs buffet restaurant at Tampines Safra. Food was relatively good and yup, the most heartening part is the eat-as-much-as-you-want portion. ehehehehe. (call me a glutton !)

So today, meridian j2s-to-be are all geared up, preparing ourselves to fight another war in J2. Yeah, extra lectures for the entire week may be a little texing, but come on, let's look at things in a more positive light. We'll be able to finish our syllabus earlier and that means more time to revise for the As. Surely it's gonna be huge compliment for all of us. MJC MJC GO !
Then my phone had to die on me after Chem lecture and I couldn't contact baby for the entire day. There's ogl camp briefing going on and I just couldn't find a chance to talk to him until it ended. Was a little sulky and down for the entire day because of this and yeah, seeing shades of black and white checkers occasionally, like so giddy.

Then training was brought forward to 4pm, so my plan to go to whitesands to get my socks w Huihoon failed. Waliews. But it was good in the sense we get to go home earlier to rest. yupps, training was as usual, full of nonsense. But today's highlight was on Athirah. Don't know why she's so high and lame today, probably because she forgot her breakfast but then again, maybe because she also ate too much after that.

Athirah: Mr F******* (It's someone's name that we use to disturb another someone okay, not fcuk.)
Khai: "Eh, don't say the F word ah !"

Nirah: "Okay okay, who wants to DO me?" (It really sounds wrong.)

HAHAHAHAHAHA. stupid lame stuffs that we blabber out on the field and stupid lame stuffs we do on the field like imitating Charlie Chaplin's signature victory kick in the air and bollywood handsigns (to disturb Nisha) These crazy things that we share really does spice up our every training session. What to do? We're the crazy Meridian soccer girls team. HAHAHAHA. Training schedule is out and only one clashes with my original plans for the holidays. Ohyaaay.

DAMN, I just got scammed by Alvin. Nevermind, I'm a nice person by nature so people will want to scam me. Ohyeah, and I'm a still very paranoid about strangers viewing my blog and friendster profile and talking to my friend about me. It's a real scary thing.

My mood's so much better now after hearing baby. Yeah, just that my legs are really breaking after today's training. Yupps. I miss baby oh damn. Will fly to see him tomorrow after lecture and gameproposal discussion w Phobos6. HAHA. I know you're reading this baby. *sweets*

Okay, Ima go and search for my Econs lecture notes for tomorrow's lecture but the thing is, I don't remember having a set of it. zzz.

Take care alright folks !
Quote of the day for all: Remember the rain won't fall forever. The sun will soon rise and you can then see a rainbow. :):):)

I'm feeling: Tired.
Music of the day: Shake it

{tag replies}
Litong: Hey dear sister, hope you're fine okay? Did Cheehan msg you about anything? Can you make it?
Aline: Hahahahaha. YESYESYES. The thought of it makes me drool man.
Djie: Did you find my blog from Waishin's? hahahahaha.
Siti: Sorry I'm really not going. I'm not sure though, and how come it seems like I'm the main person doing the planning when I'm not going for it? I can help but you guys would still have to sort out the stuffs somehow laa, later I plan then not fun I ownself never go then your blame me.
HAHA. I cannot make the decision for all 39 of us. Yup.
Dionna: HAHAHA. you wanna ask permission from him first? bleahhhh. HONGKONGtrip.

2008-11-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

Went to catch this Wave13 dance concert today.

So yeah, Yvonna, Ethel, Weiru performed under hiphop juniors.

great job girls, awesome. :)

and I didn't know Nicole was the main dancer. She's totally cool.

and thanks baby for accompanying me to the concert though you're tired after a day at sentosa.

I feel like dancing yet again, forget it.

Hey Dionna, if there's anything, always remember that I'm here for you kay?

You're never alone. You have me, Weixin, Meishan, Vivien, Jenny and so many others who care for you. Whenever you need us, just give us a call. Don't keep things to yourself cause you'll only feel worse. Cheerup dajie babeeee ! or I'll threaten to take Jerrome and hold him hostage in yishun. Have fun in your chalet ! :D

Okay, Ima get to bed now. Baby's coming to wake me up tomorrow and play bball with my brother and then eat breakfast and then continue to rot our days away. There goes our youth. hahahaha. and yupp, I'm going genting with baby on the 17 18 19 dec ! funfunfun. :D:D:D

2008-11-08T15:16:00.003+08:00

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Random thoughts:
o1. PW and OP recording was officially over yesterday. I'm sure our efforts will pay off ! (The recording wasn't that scary at all, instead, it turned out to be quite fun. )
o2. Haven't hang out with Dionna and girls for a long time. When's ikea???
o3. Secret date with Dionna. When???
o4. I want my photos KEK !
o5. Shopping trips with baby. Really spent a lot.
o6. Thai express for dinner on two consecutive days with baby. We love goodfood. (and I'm really craving for the prawn toasts. )
o7. Needa, nono, wanna buy a new bag cause I'm always lazy to carry my wallet and stuffs when I'm out.
o8. The more I look at the F21 pouch I bought ytd, the more sexy I think it is.
o9. Frolicks date with Aline on tuesday. Which outlet again? lol.
1o. ohman, maths assignment sucks. So thick a pile to complete. but I'll do it, I'll work hard.
11. Because baby and I will work harder together to get through next year's A levels.
12. Lectures are starting next week. Not gonna care bout hiding the dyed strands of hair because my t-shirt writes "plain lazy."
13. I really can't wait to see Ethel dance later on. hahahahahaha.
14. and I miss Marissa my elephant mummy, drop by a message just to let me know how you're doing alright? pleaseeeee.
15. Chonmun's batam trip?
16. and yaaaaaaaaay till infinity, my daddy says yes I can go genting with baby !
17. what's gonna happen to phoenix chalet then?
18. Will be missing training today, again. :(:( why do things always clash?
19. I miss MSG and the balls and the field.
2o. I wanna go kbox.
21. I wanna buy shoes. I wanna buy this and that. danggggggg. money.
22. Sometimes, I really go out of my mind, sorry dear. :)
23. i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you.

I'm feeling: HIGHHH. (party girl just wanna have fun.)
Music of the day: I'm yours- Jason Mraz

2008-11-06T23:52:00.002+08:00

It's really crap to have to do your OP again after the actual one for some lameshit recording.
I really don't think our group's selected for this by the MOE moderators on a random basis.
Got to NOT wear anything related to Meridian college and replicate as close as possible to the presentation on the actual day, with the same q&a qns and answers. WTF?
The system is really flawed. Buy 4d also not so 'lucky' laa.
and the recording had to be tomorrow, 7 nov.
There goes half of a most-likely special wonderful gleeful day with baby cause it's our 3rd month anni. and I have to find ways to tie up my dyed hair again. tmdtmdtmdscrewtheexaminers.

Went to fetch baby today after his hockey training.
He's my "indian man" now. hahahahahahahahahaha.
Then I kept complaining I'm hungry so we went off to eat lunch.
Returned to baby's house and then off to town !
Don't know why he was so high on our way to town. Keep making silly faces and all.
Both bought a pair of shorts from Fleshimp. Finally used up the $10 voucher I had.
and then I bought two tees from Queen's couture, $139 dollars. It's 1 for 1 laa.
wheeeeee ! I want more shopping and that means, more money. zzz.

HOYAAAAYYYY ! It's 12 on the dot now. Happy 3rd month anni baby !
hahahahahahahahahahaha. You are really really really the love of my life now dear.
Thanks for doting on me so much, waking me up almost everyday, and always fetching me to school and fetching me home though it's so not fangbian for you. and congratulations, my daddy approves of our relationship, means he don't detest you at least. happyhappyhappy. ehehehehehe. Few more hours you'll get to know whether you're promoted or not. Don't worry dear. Whatever it is, I'll always be by your side okay? Let me be the first to know about your results okay? cause I'm 3/4 as nervous and excited as you. "interlinked maaaa", like you always say. yupyups ! Shall go sleep before you slap me and refuse to give me the project you've been secretly working on behind my back. Loveyou sillymonkey.

I'm feeling: Peace in my heart
Music of the day: a lot of music ah ! today k songs like nobody's business.

2008-11-04T15:43:00.007+08:00

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Butterfly kisses
One side woman, the other, girl.
To perfume and heels, from ribbons and ponytails,
spreading my wings out in this big world.
But I remember as pretty as jewel
the butterfly kisses after we cheer.

Will my dreams finally be shaped clear?
Will I smile sweetly or shake with fear?
Will 'boredom' still goes with 'sheer'?
Will my baby still be here,
with butterfly kisses oh so near?

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Okay, above's a poem i randomly came up with out of boredom.
If you actually understood it, well, i'm thinking,
despite how we grow up, how we change, how uncertain we are of the future,
we don't wish for certain things to change and we don't wish to have our loved ones taken away.
irony, yeah, but it's true, or perhaps, it's only me.
Inspired by the many incidents that happened to my friends and their families and also, by the fact that baby is away from me currently.
So y'all out there, cherish the people around you before it's too late for regrets because 'backspace' doesn't work in real life.

:):):)

okay, back to watch Rolling love and then prepare for tomorrow's actual OP.
Wish me luck, and ya JiaJian, I'll speak slower.

I'm feeling: Bloated.
Music of the day: 衝動-蕭亞軒

{tag replies}
Siti: AAHAHAHA. I'm so sorry, probably not going fot the chalet because I'll be at genting with my boyfriend and his family. I'll make it up somehow someday !

2008-11-01T22:23:00.005+08:00

Ohyaaay. We've finally decided what to do for our 5 minutes OP group presentation today. Congratulate us please ! Went Sijia's house at Tanah Merah. Shaun and Weiting were late by 1 hour ++. Sijia and I patiently waited for them until we almost fell asleep (since i had insomnia agn the previous night and only slept at 3am.) Okay. Shaun was acting like a real idiot today, playing w my phone trying to unlock my PIN code, disturbing me abt my baby, fighting w weiting and scolding her "stupid face". Sijia should have just thrown him out of the house. -.-

Left later on and baby's family came to fetch me to go try out the "Da chang jin korea hot stone steamboat" at geylang. The place was super filthy and the floor was damn slippery. Ambience was not as great as we imagined. The food was okok only and the lamest part was that the entire shop was ran by some chinese folks instead of Koreans. So... overall, we blacklisted this shop. Hahaha. Nevertheless, it was nice eating w baby and his family. A v homely feeling. And today baby peeled prawns for me to eat, knowing I hate to do so. LOL. I'm gonna be spoilt really soon. Lalalalalaaaaaaa. I must say I'm really lucky to be quite pampered by the people around me eversince I'm born. Cheers to all !

So yeah, I'm at home now w my mummy and bro. Sister's off for some belated-halloween party. She'd better bring some chocs and sweets for us from trickntreats'. I have no idea what to do now. Nothing's on the tv. I'm alr completing my Chemistry tys homework, leaving only 2 chapters undone because I alr did em to prepare for promos (and hell I only got an E grade). I'm also half through Part one of Chem package. Call me your lady man. hahahaha. Maybe I should consider helping people to do their packages as a job to earn some extra cash.

hurhur. Beck's so damn bored right now. and when Beck's bored, she eats. So would any kind soul throw some Kinderbueno over? She's like having some madrush over it now. TYVM.

Off to chat with baby, for only his singing can comfort me in bed. :)

I'm feeling: vvvvvvvvvvv happy.
Music of the day: Crank Dat Soulja Boy Remix ft. Lil Wayne

{tag replies}
Janelle: Hello hello ! :)
Aline: Aline sexy, when's our shoppin' date gonna be? and who's that king in your blog !
Siti: HAHAHAHA. done w Java finally hor? yupps, I call my baby everyday. Do you call Saiful everyday ? hahahahahahahahah.
Vivien: Hey hotstuffsxzz, when are you leaving for melbourne?

2008-10-31T19:18:00.012+08:00

This is for baby:

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,

I could walk forever in my garden.

Baby, thank you for making me finally realise that love doesn't make the world go round but it does make the ride worthwhile, really really worthwhile. Being with you is like a dream come true and its in your arms that I feel warmth and peace. :)

xoxo, lloves.

2008-10-31T01:42:00.002+08:00

FREAK. It's 2.42am and I'm still awake.
I hate insomnias because I don't think Panda eyes are cute. hrgh.

OP dry run was okay today. Q&A session was pretty fine too, reaching EE already.
hurrrry up and end this misery man.
and I'm gonna do my I&R draft 2 tomorrow morning.
I'm gonna start doing my chem package soon too then I can have all the fun I want.
I wanna go do some shopping, get my hair done, movie, dinnerdates, play soccer, iceskate, chalet, enjoy christmas, meetups, spend time with babyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I just can't wait.

hrghhhh. Daddy daddy daddy, when are you coming back?
I promise you I'll study hard.
Please let me gooooooooooo.
hais. as if he's gonna read this. wtfffffff.

I'm going to bang my head against the wall now so pray hard I'll get giddy and hopefully get some sleep then.
bye all.

I'm feeling: moodless.
Music of the day: 说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦

2008-10-29T23:19:00.006+08:00

Okay, I am so glad today's OP dry run turned out pretty good, a lot better than the previous one that we had. lalalala. But now, I'm speaking too fast.
walaoeh.
Had team self-training today without coach.
Quite a good session and really great to see all of us putting in effort even when coach is not around. Guess because we're "hungry to win". Keep it up girls !

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So you see this handsome duck here ? Okay.
Specially dedicated to WJJ, WONG JIAJIAN, my ducky shifu.
LOL. Happy 18th birthday to you !
hahahaha. Grow up a bit more and stop being so comical ! :x
and yaa, your tudi will always try to not let you down.
and GOODLUCK FOR YOUR AS, KEEP MUGGING !

Also, goodluck to all taking the Mother tongue As tomorrow ! :):):)
and baby, give you all my luck for it !
but must return ah, I need it for OP. ahahaha.
and yeahhhh, I managed to force you into washing your plates tonight at your place.
muahahahahaha. Yalaaaa yalaaa.
very happy you're coming my house to wake me up tmr and bring me to school okay !
my baby's such a noob faggot. :D

I'm feeling: Sleepyyyy.
Music of the day: Take over the world- PCD

2008-10-28T22:50:00.002+08:00

Sorry sorry sorry sorry for not updating for the last weekend !
Nothing much to update though.
Everyday either sleep, eat, do op, train, fight with my baby and baby accompany me.
Routines basically, very much dreaded but that's how life's been for the past 17 years of my life.
and my stupid mummy decided to purposely go missing in action on Monday, I was sooooo worried-sick. Lucky I had baby over at my house to accompany me.
Thanks a millionnnn times for that dear. :)

Okay, pretty much screwed up today's op rehearsal.
Totally ruined my entire day because I painstakingly did all the animations and timelines and checked for the flow of slides and sent it out but somehow I don't know what happened, "did not receive it". I don't know what's wrong but I think there is a need to seriously wake up. whatever, just do it once, do it well. :{ HRGH. no point because won't listen anyway. Let's just hope we'll do better tomorrow.

and yeah, training tomorrow, I can't wait I can't wait.
I want a good and constructive session with Coach and the girls.
Have to keep going through the op slides still even after being tired after training. (sarcasm intended). I'm keeping my eyes closed so that things will just pass faster.
so that the fun can come rolling in soon. chalets/iceskates/trips/funcipoutings/shopping tadadada~

Today's random:
In a state of anguish, totally disgusted and horrified at how certain beings can feel so nonchalent even towards things that affects them directly.

And this is for baby. :)
Hello hello dear, this is the one parapgraph that you have requested for me to reserve. Well well, OP will be over pretty soon, and your chinese ! I really can't wait to hit the town with you. and I wanna go shop the entire New Northpoint with you okay. We'll be professional aunty and uncle by age 26 I tell you. hahahaha. maybe only you laa hor? And I really hope I can go genting with your family this december. heh. Glad that our parents are both supportive of our relationship. How nice, how wonderfully in harmony. hahahaha. Just wanna say, I haven't been happier in my life without you. No matter what bad things happen, everything just seems brighter with you around and I'll unknowingly surrender all my gloomy emotions. Thanks baby, and also, out 3rd month is coming! *love you worszxsxsxzxs. kekes* (I know your hair will be standing, haha)

I'm feeling: HUNGRY !
Music of the day: Milkshake-Kelli

2008-10-23T23:43:00.005+08:00

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evidence of our class bonding. ahahahaha. MSN CONVO flooded.
super jokers in our class.
think it's the after-effect of too much OP dry run !

hehehehehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehehehhe.
I wanna eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat !
o.o Waishin's having ice-skating outing ! I wanna iceskate !
But our class guys say it's gay. -.-

Bingran just scared the hell out of me. We're getting back report cards tmr.
Comments had better be good.
zzz.
boringgggg. ima go call baby now.

2008-10-22T20:27:00.003+08:00

I'm sooooo sorry the Sentosa photos are not up yet.
I'll steal from Aline's blog when she gets em' from Djie.
Thousand apologies for the delay.

Well, Monday was the friendly match with Whitley.
We sorta won with a score of 4-2 but actually 2 goals were scored by a CDC player playing for our team. She's really damn good.
She wanted to play one-two with me, but gahhhhh, this Whitley #05 disturb us only !
But good play I must say.
Coach was satisfied so we could leave after teamtalk. No extra training !
I'm having the confidence in myself, in our team.
GO 100%MSG team.
and Jeraldine, you played well, no worries.
because real girls play soccer. (:

Tuesday was supposed to be OP dry run but my right shin was so bruised, my left ankle hurting, and got elbowed in my left ribcage, I could hardly walk around without feeling any pain.
What to do, I'm always this injury-prone.
Rotted at home, did half of I&R.
At night felt better, so went to April's house a while to discuss bout the chalet and just chill.
didn't see baby at all for the day. :(

Today, wednesday, a lazy wednesday.
Dragged myself out of bed to fetch baby at 9.45am.
If it wasn't for him, I guess I'll be sleeping till noon okay.
We wanted eat Botak Jones, but don't know how to go.
Until we roamed and found it, it wasn't opened yet.
So we wanted to look for Chongpang NasiLemak, end up cannot find.
and we took bus 167 to Sembawang to eat Cavana.
Two stupid noobs walking here and there. LOL.
then went back home to finish another half of my I&R.
and slogged really hard to complete my part of OP slides, something more decent now finally.
Okay, Ima go hit the tv. That Dingdang ... dingdang something show laa.

Some photos taken after Sentosa, dinner with baby at Japanese Pasta Restaurant.

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I'm feeling: Chirpy ;)
Music of the day: 好听－许茹芸

{tag replies}
Ethel: Hahahaha. too bad, it's over alr. I can't wait to see you at wave13. Hot dance dance worszx. kkekekekekekewsx. omg. I'm becoming a twit alr. see how much I miss you?

Sitinana: LOL. shutup and go do your JAVA laa. though I don't understand also. hahaha. noob.
Or go call up Saiful or whoever. :x

BOSS: Miss you too. I won't forget what you told me last night. I can never thank you enough.

Chonmun: You should be studying now !

Dionna: Hope to see you soon in OP dry runs ! Lucks alright. And I kena MOE moderator. zzz.

Meishan: Hey thanks shan ! I'm alright already. How sweet of you to tag meeeee. :)

2008-10-20T11:47:00.000+08:00

Hello earth !
Today's post, no photos okay? Cause I'm using Dear Nirah's laptop to blog.
and I'm in the canteen now. Damn bored and sooooooo sick of PW.
Supposed to look for Ms Yeow but she's not in also. What a day.

So yesterday went to Sentosa with o8s414. fun fun fun.
Straw hats, Djie's Camera, mats, bikini babes, Fazli's keychains, that very horrible packet of chips that Bingran bought, volleyball, sand, sea, icecream.
and the most memorable one, the game that we played.
Okay, so we had half a deck of poker, everyone has to take one card.
Then 1,2,3 open cards. The one with number 3 has to eat a piece of bread.
After that we increased the difficulty so those with number 3 and 4 has to eat.
you might think it's super easy, but hell no, I ate a total of 8 pieces in 8 consecutive rounds.
of course, mighty Waishin top the chart with a record of 9/10 pieces. LOL.
and eventually Waishin, Hilma, Bingran, Teckquan, Fazli, Shaun went into the waters and rocked the waves.
how niceeeeee~ (just nice my period stopped!:D)
a wonderful day then met baby at Sommerset and dined at this Japanese Pasata restaurant.
Totally yummyyy. To think I'd still have the appetite after 8 pieces of bread in the noon.

Okayokay, Ima off to do PW again. Pop by tmr with the photos !

I'm feeling: Boredddddd.
Music of the day: Better In time-LeonaLewis

sian

2008-10-17T12:26:00.004+08:00

Baby come over to my house yesterday.
He sure had a great time sleeping on my very comfy bed, playing police and thief/tickling/basketball/fighting with my brother, watching Ahlong Pte Ltd. lol.
and he finally brought back the tea leafs when my mummy told him to.

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Meeting baby for dinner later. yaaaaaayyy.
but probably will be meeting up less often this weekend.
Tommorrow's going Mushroom Pot with my family, dn knw if he's cming along too.
Sunday class outing at Sentosa. (:(:(:

A great deal of fun&love.
just too bad, my period came at the wrong timing.
can't attend training because of horrible cramps. tmddd. zzz.

I'm feeling: so hungry my stomach's fighting a war now.
Music of the day: 稻香-周杰伦

{tag replies}
Beng: Lame ass you oi me back ! haha. linked. :)

Dionna: House bunny nice lea. hahahaha. You sms me when you're going back school next week lor. I won't be going back I think but I dn mind going down to meet your. Cause I miss you BFFFFS a lot too. ehehehehe. I've got something for your girls too. lalalala. you threaten to tell XinKai I don't give you.

Siti: yaaaaaaa. ahahaha. I'm damn bored now laa idiot. and why never invite us go jalan raya?

Vivien: Hey BFF, yeah it's alright darling, your shin should be quite badly damaged by you also laa, after so much dancing. We should go for some treatment. or you can my BOSS if he wants to donate to you. :) read my reply to Dionna okay?

Boss: hahaha. Thanks huh baby. I'd not like to order any. I'd rather you keep it for yourself.

HG: ya lor. cooler than some loser who's hiding in one corner because of sore eye. get well soon!

2008-10-17T11:12:00.008+08:00

Photos taken @ Takashimaya Crystal jade with family.
you'll see why I say I'm growing fat.

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My brother's camera shy worszx.

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ohhh, mummy so sweet.

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They decided they could do it better than us.

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First up, Mr Peenuts, okay, i meant Peanuts.

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XO fried rice. all time favourite.

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Healthy vegetables.

Hohohoho. love good food. bet you guys are drooling already !
We're heading to Mushroom pot this Saturday !
Anyone wants to taggg along?

2008-10-15T20:30:00.003+08:00

ohmytianz.
I forgot to blog about something.

SIM XIN KAI DID A HORRIBLE THING TO ME TODAY AT SUNPLAZA.

*&%^%#%(*&*^%%$#&(
PUI !

okay, but

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH STILL. :) :) :)
you know you know.

2008-10-15T18:42:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHA. EVERYONE !
SEE THIS SEE THIS SEE THIS IF YOU WANNA LAUGH.
HOW CUTE MJC TEACHERS CAN GET.
see Miss Ann Koh like the in-charge sial. :x

and here's a little something for my girlfriends whom I've not seen in a donkey years.
(you girls know who you are.)

White Rose
by Walter Poe
In the storm
Stands the white rose
tumultuous waves of destruction abound her
Yet tall is the white rose
strong in the face
Of the sensed doom around her
And she does not bow down
Pure is the white rose
In the compost earth
growing eternal strength
in the nights that so hurt
I see not the white rose
She is so far away
But I long to protect her
But only the words can I say
So I send her my words
And my poets heart
To help her when
there is hope to see her through
Be Strong little flower
Your heart will guide true
And as long as you want
I will always talk to you

A little reminder that I'm always just a phonecall away, dear friends, be it old or new. :)

I'm feeling: Nostalgic
Music of the day: 男人女人-阿穆隆许茹芸

2008-10-14T23:21:00.007+08:00

GEEEEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Hello earthlings ! I am soooooo lethargic ever since yesterday's training session.
Hrgh. It was quite a good one, considering it's the first time I played a striker.
(and yaaaa Mak, the way I kick is not funny. -.-
you'd better apologise or I'll confiscate all your nuts, you pokey hamster.)

yeah, and during match, Angie and I crashed into each other.
Her shin is damn super mighty hard. Mine totally bruised now.
LOL. Baby helped rub a bit to clear off the bruise after training and it's painful like siao.
All the kind souls out there, donate your shin to me please. rarh.
and I have to admit, training's good.
The feel of adrenaline rushing all over is seriously overwhelming whenever I'm kicking with the girls. But somehow, I think I'm losing confidence. and coach spotted this I guess.
Tell me what to do someone. I can't "bend it like beckham". *sigh*

and guys, I'm no longer performaning for J1 bash already.
I'm sorry Fazall, really sorry for the last minute notice.
Don't wanna strain my legs anymore cause friendly matches are hitting pretty soon.
yupps. Not sure if I'm going for J1 bash anyway.
If my bffs are going, then probably I'll turn up too.

Caught house bunny today. I think blondes are damn dumb, but they're gorgeous-looking.
ehehehehehehehe. but some looks really "plastic".
okay, movie was worth the watch !
well.......
today gave baby a surprise.
Asked Zhiwei to pass him his present early in the morning when I told him I was still sleeping.
He still thought who so good give him present early in the morning lea. NOOB.
glad he's feeling okay already. nono, is super okay cause still can tickle me all the way. -.-

Anyway, thanks Zhiwei !
Now that there's no more lessons, leaving only pw and training,
I've been spending most of my time either at home rotting, chew on my book or out with baby.
Yeah, like baby said, it's either I go fetch to him or he comes to fetch me.
and I'm so glad he actually remembers almost everything I say.
Don't worry baby, whatever happens, I'll be your pillar of strength through it all. (:
and keep in mind that you're mine too.

Here's some random photos we took days ago.
Chocolate fondue @swensons !

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Worth its price ! Okay, Ima go sleep before baby chews off my head tomorrow.
GOODNIGHT EARTHLINGS !

I'm feeling: Chirpy.
Music of the day: Now or never -HSM

2008-10-13T03:03:00.005+08:00

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The more I think, the more I get confused.
The more I think, the more I wonder if I should be rejoiced.
The more I think, the more I ponder why.

fuck. I want to sleep but I can't.
someone should just kick me in my stomach now or punch me hard so I'll just black out till the next morning, or maybe, for eternity.
Wanted to talk to Dionna Lee but guess she's sleeping since she's no longer online.
hushh. nevermind. cheerup k dear girl? We have a lot of heart-to-heart talk to do.
Fadhli's not replying me all of a sudden either.

Haiya, I shall go indulge in some belgium chocolates while reading my new book.
Hopefully I'll fall asleep some time soon and say byebye to insomnia or I'll need to go to Dr Ethel's house for some therapy some time next week.
Tomorrow will be a better day.

I'm feeling: frustrated
music of the day: 你走天橋我走地下道-何維健

{tag replies}
Huimeng: aiai, call me anytime soon k. :(
Catherine: hello cat, thanks a lot. you too. stop your shopping !
Ethel: I'll go your house sleepover sometime this week ! When's wave13 again?
Vivien: Hello bffff ! I'm bored. I need to hear some really loud laughter like yours now.
Junkai: Thanks buddy. You better study hard or I'll kick your ass while wearing my boots.

2008-10-10T10:49:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH.
okay, I should be in school at this time but no, I'm at home slogging on wr.
Then guess what?
They're having PW lecture now and Mr Heng says the deadline will be extended till next friday.
Holycowwww. nevermind.
I shall go school soon for that gsc course @ njc i intended to skip because of wr.
lalalalala.

Anyway, I'm really really bloated.
Yesterday ate Japanese food in school.
then went baby's house eat dinner.
After that his mummy said say Jalan Kayu eat roti prata.
good game good game good game.
and baby's daddy saw my hellokittywatch and kept laughing, say is xiaohaizi wear one.
lol. HELLOKITTY IS CUTE OKAY.
I'm like gaining weight like nobody's business. 46 kg liao.
My mummy kept laughing also. asking if i really go for trainings.
like walaoooo. but she's happy with my results laa.
so that's a consolation.

Will be missing training today,
damnnnn. skills are bad enough, I need to train hard !

I'm feeling: Excited.
music of the day: Happily Never after-Pussycatdolls

goednwki

2008-10-07T22:03:00.009+08:00

Today's the wonderful day !

I passed my GP with a C grade and improved from midyears by a grade.
To think I was still worrying if I wrote out of point for my essay.
Tomorrow's the judgement day.
Chem and Econs results.
I roughly know how bad I'll do for chem laa. It's MJC CHEM you see.
Buddy said just pass one more H2 should be quite safe already.
Aiyaaaa, if both U grade, I'll run and bang my head against the goalpost tomorrow during training. Teammates, if you're reading this, don't stop me.
and yeah, good luck to all seniors taking the A levels that's like in 25 days?
Especially Jiajian ducky shifu (I've not forgotten you!) and Buddy Junkai !

Anyway, went home at 920 this morning after GP.
I didn't skip lessons okay ! Just that PW meeting was not required for my group.
HAHAHAH. So went home and came out to meet baby at Cineleisure.
"Connected" was quite an engaging movie I would say. I'll give it a thumbs up.
Dined at Taka's breeks' cafe.
Always good food with baby around.
had my favourite Dory fish but hell, it was a bit too salty.
lalalalala. too bad I don't have any photos to show you readers. :D

Ohyeah. Here's some photos taken when I went out with my sister last week.
Dinner at wheelock's NYDC.

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I'm feeling: bumpy and bloated.
Music of the day: Say it Right-Nelly Furtado

2008-10-07T00:28:00.005+08:00

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%^%^$%&^*$#$#@
I don't see them putting in their best effort, please.
I wanna sleep as well, especially when I had training earlier on.
If it weren't for my grades, I wouldn't even have bothered as well.
Really was on the brink of tears.
How desperate, how desperate.
Thanks SiJia, for the load of consoling actions which say "I'm not alone".
..
Well, today would have been pretty much a wonderful day if PW didn't come crashing down.
Lessons were like just another chitchat session for me, Dionna and Shan.
Did nothing but gossip and visiting some blogs which totally irked me.
Then GSC was freaking us out cause we got back our results.
Not bad, I've gotten a B grade. Well, i hope it's not a consolation for the rest of my H2 subjects.
Congratulations KAIBOON, you made the mark !
..
and guess what, I've pretty much survived the training today though i have no idea how I managed to. Ran like mad, sprint, ball skills, then a mini match.
Haven't trained for soooo long, and the feeling of returning to the field today was superbly ...
How should I say? Aiyaaaa. just shiok shiok very shiok !
Scored 1 today.
keep working keep working Becks !
#11 go go go !
can't wait for Wednesday's session.
..
Anyway, happy 2nd month to us baby.
I really couldn't have gone pass the promos month without you.
I can never thank you enough for that. I'll see you in like a few hours time after your geog paper. You know you can up up up up up one. You know what I mean. :):):):):) I'm going to write to you now and then sleep before my fuglypanda rings appear again.

I'm feeling: braindead.
music of the day: Linkin Park- Shadow of the day
..
ohyeah, will be starting on dance practice for J1 Bash performance this saturday.
Things are falling on me so heavily like the never-ending waves hitting the shore.

2008-10-05T23:19:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA.

I sincerely apologise for my vulgar expression in the previous post. SORRYYYYYYY.

Yup, I swear it was the worst day of my life ever but it doesn't matter now because I've managed to bounce back afterall, of course, credits to baby definitely.

So I woke up, feeling a little drowsy still because of the cough medicine and dragged myself to Tampines for PW. Again, we didn't get things done and only had an interview with this guy called "David". Then I've finally decided to eat something after going 12 long hours without food, so I got myself this mini sub at Subway. It wasn't mini at all pleaseee.

and I bought a white chocolate macademia Subway cookie. My favourite my favourite !

seriously reminded me of the year-end chalet phoenixes had where I bought like 5 to 6 packets of Subway cookies for us to share. LOL. Subway was the craze back then.

hooooolalalalalalalalaaaa. went off to shop a bit at Tampines mall after accompanying Sijia and Weiting to get their food at basement. Baby came and we kept walking walking walking and walking. Went off to Downtown since baby haven't been there for a long time.

Then LAME, we went back to Tampines mall to eat Fish&co.

We are so gonna grow fat, sheeeeesshh.

and I like this photo baby took. artistic leaaaa.

okay. some random thoughts for now.

1. Wondering if I can be promoted to J2.

2. What if I don't meet the mark?

3. Will I be able to survive tomorrow's training.

4. I miss Marissa the elephante dope.

5. I want some alcohol.

6. I really want want want to get PW done quick.

7. I can't wait for year-end chalets.

8. Someone please organise some barbeque so I can go eat like mad.

9. I wanna camwhore with Ethel/April or whoever.

10. When are we going to eat Fish&co and watch our movie, girlfriends?

11. I miss a whole lot of YTpeople.

12. I miss chilling out till the morning light.

right, I'm sleepy dopeheads.

goodnight !

I'm feeling: HIPPPYY ! :D

music of the day: Out of this club-Pussycat Dolls.

2008-10-04T20:28:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP.

2008-10-01T11:06:00.009+08:00

.
Geek. So I'm doing nothing again but I've decided to wake up early since I'll be meeting baby and his sister later on.
I've read through my group's written report and seriously I feel like tearing it and dump em' all
into the big pot of curry at MJ's Japanese curry stall.
For the millionth time, PW's a real bitch. Let's just get this done and over with quick.
BUT, no point. After written report, we'll be locked up in the school
to do Oral presentation (OP) Preparation everyday until 5. Nothing else, just OP.
screwwww youuuuu. Beck's mad. Really really mad at the dumbass timetable.

hrgh, nevermind. Let's just take it as it comes.
I'm gonna go shopping again again again later on !
Cheers to all shopaholics out there. :):):):):):)
and baby said we should eat some good food today.
I don't know why but maybe because it's Hari raya.

Anyway, side-track a bit & do MJ some favour since MJ is love.
Want to feel a vibrant culture with strong house spirits?
Engage, enjoy, experience the Meridian Heartbeat at Meridian Junior College, 12-6pm on 3rd October. If you cannot find the school, here's the address:
21 Pasir Ris St 71 Singapore 518799
See y'all there kay? Cause you ain't never gonna see a school like this.

--------------------------------

I wrote your name in the sky,

but the wind blew it away.

I wrote your name in the sand,

but the waves washed it away.

I wrote your name in my heart,

and forever it will stay.

I'm feeling: Drowsy.

music of the day: When I grow up-Pussycat dolls.

{tag replies}

Siti: eheheheheh. nevermind. I've got my boyfriend enough already. I don't have this weird thing for caucasions like you do luh. lalalalalala. when wanna go mahjong ?

Ethel: ohyaaay~ Now I've got to takecare of you again. awww...

cheerlead

2008-09-29T13:23:00.001+08:00

Not kicking today. How sad. :(

It feels so weird to be at home on a Monday, not getting up at 5.30am, not smsing baby on my way to school, not eating breakfast with the usual group, not attending lessons and waiting for 5.05pm when Maths lecture ends so we can all go for soccer training. hur. This is how routines have taken a toll on us. We get so accustomed to everything. What to do...

Have been youtubing since morning, watching whatever mtvs and videos that I can find. And I came across this NTU Aces cheerleading squad's performance at this international competition this year. Reminds me of the good old cheerleading days, be it with the Etna or AdAstras or Phobos people. Also reminds me of how pissed I will get whenever people equates cheerleading to dance because cheerlead is not all about dance. Ho well, do check this video out because the high-flying stunts are quite awesome. (Remember to scroll down and off the playing blogsong first!)

music of the day: One step at a time-Jordin Sparks

{tag replies}:

Siti: hahahaha. fine. I got to watch it for free too because my boyfriend's aunty gave the tickets to him as his birthday gift. don't show off luhhhhh. you've got to walk around selling things like aunty right? hahaha. thanks. :)

Meishan: Hahahaha. yeah. you always fall in love with my blogsongs, probably because it's MY blogsong. LOL. Thanks for helping me do up that form anyway. :D

OH CRAP, now it's raining. How am I supposed to go fetch baby from school. holycow.

hahaha

2008-09-28T23:13:00.004+08:00

Oh well, I assume all you readers have eyes to see that I've changed my blogskin, like duh, I know. -.-
haha, simple is good okay.

Anyway, I only realised that Hellokitty is damn adorable when I'm 17 years old.
I don't know why but recently I've got this weird fetish for hellokitty laa.
That's why i told baby I wanted that hellokitty watch and he really got it for me.
How nice !
yeah, probably my craze over bears' over.
So today I went to Bishan to shop for a while since I've got nothing to do at home.
(That's under the condition that PW is totally voided out on my to-do-list.)
hahahahahahahahaha.
And I bought like a lot of hello kitty stuffs, bangles, shorts, clips...
I'm spending a hell lot of money, a lot a lot, but I'm trying to control okay.

dahhhh, I love my blog song.
so soothing to the ears. :)
Anyway, well, I'm getting quite uncomfortable again with my gastric pain.
pssssh, shall go get some rest now and wake up earlier tomorrow.
Hopefully by then, teammates will set a time to kick some balls and let out some sweat. hohoho.

{tag replies}:

Lydia: aaww, that's damn sweet of you darling. :D sure no problem. I'm pretty free from now onwards. I miss youuuuuuuu.

Junkai: Thanks buddy ! I've got great taste okay. hahaha. yupps, I went to watch F1. jealous right? Anw, why are you online? You should be studying for As !

Kai

2008-09-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

Haha. Alright. I'm trying very hard to kick that bad habit of mine, that is, to type in caps. Lol.

And i'm here to announce that promotional exams are finally over ! I can't really be bothered with the results actually. What has to come will come. So meanwhile, enjoy but don't forget to slog hard for pw, meridians !

Well, how did i spend my day after exams? Basically, i've been spending almost everyday seeing baby. Thursday, went to fetch him from school then went to his house for dinner with his family, the main objective was to celebrate his birthday of course. Then friday, which was his actual birthday, met up with him and his two buddies for dinner at yiochukang some fishy restaurant. Lol. And both of us went to watch f1. 700 dollars tickets. Really really damn expensive but it was really a big blast over there. Promise you guys i'll post the photos on shutterfly soon, maybe tomorrow. Am really tired after kboxing just now.

I feel so blessed right now. Everything seems to be on the right track, very positive. I've got great friends who shower care on me, (be it old ones or new ones in meridian) a very comical family, my two strong and tiongxim sisters, my super humorous soccer girls, and a lovely boyfriend who always dote on me like a real baby. I really really hope things will stay like this and i'm praying hard that nothing gets taken away from me, especially my dear boy. I'll sacrifice anything as long as i can keep all my loved ones with me, though i know at times its inevitable that we have to bid goodbye somehow.

I just wish for happiness for all the people around me. Wouldn't it be great if we see smiles everyday? The world would really be a better place to live in. Baby, i know you're studying really hard right now and through the night, but do take care of yourself. You know it's not good to fall sick at this very critical period. Always keep in mind that, i'll be here whenever you need me. I love you a dozen, really really.

and may all you readers out there be blessed too. :)

Bo

2008-09-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

OMG. I'M SUPPOSED TO BE SLEEPING BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I'M FEELING THE PAIN EVERY GIRL HAS TO FEEL ONCE A MONTH. TMD.
ANYWAY, TODAY WAS CHEMISTRY PAPER AND IT WAS EXPECTED TO BE THIS DAMN HARD CAUSE NO TIME TO FINISH. YEAH. ECONS AND GP WAS ON MONDAY. HECK CARE ALREADY. JUST WISH PROMOS CAN BE OVER ASAP. HAHA.

ANYWAY, HERE'S A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR LYDIA DARLING. YUPPS. REALLY GLAD THAT YOU'RE FINALLY CATCHING SOME BALLS HUH. Os WILL BE OVER SOON SO HANG IN THERE OKAY. MY A LEVEL'S NEXT YEAR BUT I GOT TO GET THROUGH THIS EXAM TO GET TO NEXT YEAR. SO YEAH, WE'LL WORK HARD TOGETHER ! AND YEAH, YOUR JIEFU'S TREATING ME VERY WELL, NEVER BULLY ME. HAHA. DID YOU LIKE PRAY TO GOD TO GIVE HIM TO ME ? LOL. WE'VE GOT A LOT OF CATCHING UP TO DO. MEANWHILE, TAKE CARE SISTER. LOVE YOU.

HERE'S FOR LITONG.
HEY XIAOMEI. HOW ARE YOU DOING ? HOPE YOU'RE DOING FINE CAUSE YOU'RE THE LITTLE ONE THAT I'M MOST WORRIED ABOUT. IF THERE'S ANYTHING, DON'T KEEP IT TO YOURSELF KAY. LYDIA AND I WILL BE WORRIED YOU KNOW. YUPPS. DON'T BE TOO STRESSED UP ABOUT YOUR DANCE/COUNCIL/STUDIES. DAJIE WANNA SEE YOU SMILE ALRIGHT ? AS USUAL, AM ONLY A PHONECALL AWAY. :) LOVE YOU.

AND LASTLY, HERE'S FOR BABY.
YOU'RE SLEEPING LIKE DON'T KNOW WHAT NOW, PROBABLY LAUGHING TO YOURSELF IN YOUR DREAMS. HAHA. JUST WANNA TELL YOU, DON'T GET TOO STRESSED UP OVER THE PROMOS AND EMO AND SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME. HAHA. WILL BE BY YOUR SIDE LIKE HOW YOU STOOD BY ME ALL ALONG. :) OKAY. AND PLEASE UPDATE YOUR BLOG A BIT LUH. LOVE YOU IDIOT.

BRITH

2008-09-19T21:43:00.010+08:00

HELLO FOLKS.

SO WELL, 18TH SEPT 08 WAS FAT BANANA'S 11TH BIRTHDAY.
THANKS BABY FOR WAITING WITH ME FOR MY SISTER'S CAB & MY BROTHER'S CAKE.

HERE GOES, LET THE PHOTOS SPEAK.

.
.

{okay fine. not my birthday.-.-}

{look at how wide his smile was.}

{blowblowblow me back to those childhood days.}

{he looks like a freaking ape.}

{yes, i'm cooking and i'm damn high then.}

{then this disgusting lady came over and did some stunts.}

{and she turned into an ape all of a sudden, bringing her fellow ape}

{AWWWW. HOW LOVING.}

YEAH. SO THAT WAS A CRAZY WED NIGHT.

YESTERDAY AND TODAY'S PRETTY MUCH DUMB.

YESTERDAY WAS MATHS CONSULTATION, SO MANY HINTS DROPPED.

IF I STILL FAIL MY MATH, I CAN GO DIE, GO DIE BECKS.

THEN OFF THE WHITESANDS AND TM TO SHOP AROUND AND GET MY N73.

I LOVE MY N73 SO MUCH, ALTHOUGH IT LAGS A LOT. :D

BUT I'M GONNA GET A NEW PHONE AFTER PROMOS.

....

TODAY, MUGGING WITH A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE, BUT I ONLY KNOW MAK AND SHAWN AND ONE OR TWO OR MORE.

THEN JENNY N LWT N XINLI POPPED BY, NISHA ALSO, DANCING KEN ALSO, ATLAS FIFI WITH HIS PARIS HILTON POSE, DOMINIC AND HIS OBSESSION WITH THAT 17 MAG. HAHAHA. CONCLUSION: MJ PEOPLE ARE DAMN FRIENDLY.

I MADE LIKE A WHOLE NEW GROUP OF SCHOOL MATES NOW.

SCHOOL'S EXCITING ! HAD SWENSONS DINNER WITH MY SISTER BEFORE SHE FLIEW OFF TO HK TOMORROW. COULDN'T MEET BABY ALSO.

...

HERE'S FOR YOU BABY.

STUPID NOOB. I FEEL LIKE STRANGLING YOU SERIOUSLY, I DN KNOW WHY LAA.

MAYBE BECAUSE YOU TOO GL ALREADY. HAHAHAHA. OKAYOKAY. DRINK MORE WATER OKAY? CHAO DA ALR YOU. PLAY BASKETBALL SOMEMORE LOR ! :P SURE SAY AUNTIE NAGGING RIGHT? HAHAHA. KAY LAA. REALLY MISS YOU A LOT A LOT. "SUMMATION TO INFINITY" HOR? XOXO. QUICK UPDATE YOUR BLOG. OKAY, GTG CALL YOU SOON OR ELSE YOU CALLING IMH TO MY FAMILY ALR.

WANNA KNOW WHY? MY MUM'S TRYING TO PLAY THE KEYBOARD, MY SISTER AND ME, WE'RE DANCING AS IF WE'RE PARTYING IN CLUBS NOW. LOL LOL LOL.

TAKECARE ALL ! :)

HIN

2008-09-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

"YOU ARE MINE AND OF COURSE MY MISSION EVERYDAY IS TO NOT LET YOU CRY, BUT SMILE WITH ME IN YOUR HEART."

THANK YOU BABY, FOR MAKING ME REALISE I SHOULD
THROW THE PAST AWAY, AND NOT THIS LOVE.

SERIOUS EMO MODE. EMO BIG TIME.
AND AN EMO WEEKEND AHEAD.
EVERYTHING SEEMS SO GLOOMY NOW.
HRGH.

...

2008-09-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

I AM SO GLAD I'M DONE WITH MY EOM LIKE FINALLY. WOOHOOOO.
BUT I STILL OWE SHAUN DJIE MY WR PART.
AND PROMOS IN 1 MORE WEEK PLUS.
ZZZ. GAMBATE GAMBATE !

MET UP WITH BABY TODAY DESPITE OUR BUSY SCHOOL SCHEDULES.
HAD SAKAE BUFFET. TOTALLY WORTH THE MONEY.
PEOPLE, MUST GO EAT MUST GO EAT !

I AM GROWING OH SO FAT.
I THINK COACH WILL KILL ALL OF US WHEN HE COMES BACK SEEING US SO ROUNDED.
HAHAHA. AS ROUND AS OUR NEW LOTTO BALLS.

OKAY, HELL IMA GO DO MY MATH AND CHEM PAPER NOW.
I STILL LOVE SCHOOLING ANYWAY. :)

2008-09-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

OKAY. A CRAZY WEEKEND.

FRIDAY-
MUGGING MUGGING THEN BABY FETCHED ME FROM SCHOOL.
WENT TO TM TO WALK AROUND. THEN OFF TO HIS PLACE THEN DINNER AT PUNGGOL PLAZA. TOMYAM MEE HOON KUAY DAMN NICE I TELL YOU. FREE ADVERTISING OVER HERE. REALLY MUST GO. THEN WENT BACK HIS PLACE. USED COM A BIT AND FELL ASLEEP ALL THE WAYYYYYY UNTIL THE NEXT MORNING.

SO IT'S SATURDAY !
SLEPT UNTIL 830 THAT NOOB WOKE ME UP. YEAH. THEN OFF TO COMPASS POINT FOR SOME MACS BIG BREAKFAST. THE TWO OF US ARE SO GONNA DIE GROWING FAT. ROARR. THEN I WENT HOME, SUPPOSED TO MUG, BUT LOL, I FELL ASLEEP AGAIN. UNTIL 4PM, MET APRIL AT AMK HUB TO SHOP AROUND BEFORE OUR CLASS GATHERING AT AMK CENTRAL. STEAMBOAT WAS COOL, MOVIE "BANGKOK IS DANGEROUS" IS NICE. AND I BUMPED INTO FRANCIS TWO TO THREE TIMES WITHOUT NOTICING IT WAS HIM. HIS HAIR WAS SO LONG LIKE PAULTWOHILL LAA. WHO THE HELL CAN RECOGNISE HIM. THEN MY STUPID HAIVANAS DECIDED TO GIVE UP ON ME, DEATH DECLARATION. DANGGGGGG. STUPID STUFFS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME. MAYBE THAT'S WHY I'M STUPID.

SUNDAY ARRIVES. WOKE UP AT 10AM. DECIDED TO DO SOME HOUSEHOLD CHORES TO HELP MY MUM. AND YET ANOTHER STUPID THING HAPPENED. HAVE THIS CUT ON MY ARM BECAUSE WHILE I WAS HANGING THE CLOTHES, MY BRO RAN INTO ME THEN EVERYTHING CAME CRASHING DOWN AT ME. TMDDDD. :/ NVM. THEN MET BABY, WENT TO VIVO TO SHOP A BIT. HE BOUGHT HIS SHIRT AT TOPMAN. WE'VE GOT SAME TASTE. LOL. WATCHED 4BIA, DAMN DISGUSTING THE GHOSTS. WALAOOOO EH. BUT LUCKY I CAN STILL SLEEP TONIGHT, IN PEACE. LOL.

ANYWAY, IT'S OUR FIRST MONTH TODAY.
HAPPY FIRST MONTH BOSS !
THE THINGS I WANNA TELL YOU ARE WRITTEN IN THE CAPSULES AND THE BOOK.
SO YUP, :D ILU.
AND THE HELLO KITTY WATCH, BEAR, AND EVERYTHING, THANK YOU !
I'M SO SORRY I COULDNT FIND YOU YOUR BOXERS.
I'M SUCH A LOSER. BUT I KNOW YOU WONT MIND. EHEHEEHEEEEE.

D

2008-09-01T20:28:00.003+08:00

MUAHAHAHAS. FINALLY TAKING A BREAK AFTER 6 HOURS LONG OF MUGGING.
I HOPE RESULTS WILL SHOW SOMETHING. YUPPS.
SO LAST FRIDAY WAS THE ACES DAY AND TCHERS' DAY CELEBRATION.
S414 WAS SO DAMN FUNNY, ESP THE GUYS WITH THEIR SELFMADE NUMBER TAGS AND HIGH WAIST SHORT FBTS.
COULDNT HELP BUT TO LAUGH AT THEM WHEN THEY WERE LIKE SO SCARED OF ZHAO-KNG WHEN DOING THE ACES DAY DANCE. LMAO.
ANYWAY, ALL OF THE INFORMED PEOPLE WENT MIA ON THAT MORNING SO WE DIDNT HAVE TO DO THE DANCE ON STAGE. WHEEEEEE. CHEERS TO THAT.
YUP. PRATA PARTY AFTER THAT. 65 PIECES OF ROTIPRATA FOR S414.
AND MSYONG BOUGHT US 5 TUBS OF B&J ICECREAM.
THANK YOU MSSSSS YONGGGGGGGG.

AFTER WHICH, I DARINGLY TOOK A PHOTO WITH MR PIKACHU, LJLWJ'S FRIEND.
THEN WENT OFF TO MEET THE YISHUN KIDS, WALKED AROUND AND BOUGHT THIS DAMN CUTE PENCIL CASE. I MUST MUST MUST BLOG ABOUT THIS BECAUSE IT'S SO GOD DAMN ADORABLE. WENT HOME THEN CAME OUT AGAIN TO MEET BABY, ZHIWEI AND PHILO. WAS SUPPOSED TO CATCH KALLANG ROAR BUT THEN CHANGED PLANS SO WE WATCHED DEATHRACE INSTEAD. DIONNA LEEEEEE, I WATCHED IT, DAMN ER XIN PLEASE. OHYEAH, WE HAD DINNER AT CHICAGO'S STEAKHOUSE. GOOD FOOD, REASONABLE PRICE. AND OBVIOUSLY BABY FELL IN LOVE WITH THEIR BEER FISH, SO MUCH SO HE WENT AGAIN THE NEXT DAY.

PRACTICALLY ROTTED AT HOME ON SATURDAY. SORTED OUT MY MESSY FILES AND THINGS WE NEEDED TO COMPLETE OVER THIS WEEK. THEN WENT TO PUNGGOL, BABY'S PLACE FOR BREAKFAST AND STUDIED A BIT OF ORGANIC CHEM. PUNGGOL IS SUCH A PRETTY PLACE WITH NICE BLUE SKY AND COOLING BREEZE. RARHH.

TODAY WENT AHMA'S HOUSE ALONE AND BABY COUSIN YS KEPT PLAYING AND PLAYING WITH ME. AND THEN MUGGED AT BURGERKING. FINALLY MET DEBBIE AND LITONG, MISS THESE GIRLS HELL LOT. THANKS FOR THE GIFT ANYWAY.

OMGOMGOMGOMG. CHEMISTRY DEPARTMENT HAS A HEART AFTERALL,

"Dear JC1 H2 Chemistry Students,
Please note the following changes to the Term 4 SOW for Chemistry:

Mon 8/9 lecture:
Chem Test on Organic Chemistry and Chemical Bonding converted to REVISION only on these 2 topics. The Chem tutors will still collect the exercise and mark your answers.

Wed 10/9, 17/9:
Time-trial revision in afternoon is CANCELLED.

Please spend your September holidays wisely and take time to have a short break as well.
Your caring JC1 Chem tutors. "

HURRAY ! NOW I CAN HAVE MY PIZZA DINNER FEAST PROPERLY WITH MY MONSTROUS BROTHER. :D:D:D:D:D:D

P.S I JUST REALISED IM TYPING THE ENTIRE POST IN CAPS BUT IM NOT GONNA CARE BECAUSE PIZZAS ARE MORE IMPORTANT ! CHAOSSSSS~

quiz

2008-08-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

[10]Are you currently in a relationship?
yes.

[02] Have you ever been given a rose?
yes.

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
no specific ones.

[04] There's no number 4 question.
okayyyyy.

[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate ?
yes. and I believe my soul mate's name is bobby.

[06] What's your current problem?
Passing my promos.

[07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
If you're an arden fan of my blog then you'll know.

[08] Your thoughts of online or long distance relationships?
a big no no.

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend ?
yes.

[10] The person you're with right now, do you want to spend your life with?
yeaps. we've talked about this so many many times.

[11] How many kids do you want to have?
I want a soccer team and he wants a hockey team. Go do your math.

[12] What is/are & your favorite colors?
Black, pink.

[13] Who are your celebrity crush?
Noone in particular but I think Lee Jun Ki's one hot korean cutie.

[14] Do you believe that you truly only love once?
yes.

[15] Imagine you're 79 & your husband/wife just died, would you get re-married?
nope. who gets married at 79 years old?

[16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
good question. i have no idea.

[17] What song do u want to be played at your wedding? Anything.

Who did you last...

1. had beer with?
- Baby and the stupid brothers.

2 .Went to the movies with?
- Baby.

3.Went to the mall with?
- Myself.

4.Talked on the phone with?
- Baby.

5. Made you laugh?
- My dumb and insane brother.

6. You hugged?
- Baby. :D

WOULD YOU RATHER...?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
- none

2.Be serious or be funny?
- funny

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
- skim

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
- get shot

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1.Sun or moon?
- sun

2. Winter or Fall?
- Winter

3. Left or right?
-left

4. Sunny or Rainny
- Sunny

5. Peach or Pear?
- Peach

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
- Twirl

7. Do You Cook?
- Yes

8. Current mood?
- legathic

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
- yes.

2. Sang?
- I am doing it now.

3. Been hugged?
- yes.

4. Danced Crazy?
- yes. TOO MUCH DANCING.

5. Cried?
- nope. Life's good. :D

txs

2008-08-26T20:27:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEEEEPOOWS !
THIS PART IS DEDICATED TO MENDOZA ETHEL NICOL (&i'm blogging this using her laptop) ! YUPPS. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DARLING.
celebration wasn't exactly a big big big one but yeah, you know it's the thought that counts.
4 years and going on, my totally awesome friend.
you know we love you & if anything happens, we're just a phonecall away. :D

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yupps. so today's Tuesday. am totally shagged cause I slept at 2am last night.
Danggggg. don't ask me why because you dn need to know. hahaha.
yupp. PE Hiphop dance for Aces day. roarrrrr.
you know how much I like to dance.
BUT MsSuey asked me to dance like on stage for Aces day.
Out of all people, why me man !?
enough of dance performances please.
First cheerleading, second LTC dance, third mass dance, fourth Aces day dance, fifth J1 bash dance. sheeeeshhhh. It's a weird thing why I'm in soccer and not dance.
BRGH.
Double maths was pretty okay because I understand differentiation. like wow, Becky knows her maths now. Econs lecture was so damn boring so I tried saving myself by writing baby a letter.
yaaa. using fullscap cheapskate paper but he didn't complain this time round. :P
GP was a horrendous bore too. essay writing. and I'm supposed to complete it by tonight.
darrrrrrn. Nevermind. So after GP, met up with baby. walked around to kill time. and he passed me this cute pink teddy bear hugging a ferrero roche chocolate nicely wrapped in pink wrapping paper and ribbon. Thanks baby, now I can conclude how random we are.

and I MISS TXS SUDDENLY. sisters, message me !

SICK.

2008-08-24T23:22:00.002+08:00

meoows. okay. I'm at Ethel's house now hearing her scream at her cat in the room.
cute cat, nice Macs supper, good show on tv but I am soooo moodless now.
There's chem test tomorrow early in the morning but I think I'm still gonna flunk it anyway.
Worse thing's baby's sick.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

GET WELL SOON BOSS !
imy.

baa

2008-08-22T22:47:00.004+08:00

Well, I'm damn shagged cause it's friday and we all had a long long week.
So it's pretty been a routine, like what Zhiwei said huh.
"Life's a routine"
Early in the morning wake up, drag myself out of the house, rushing to catch 39, school, break, laughing, parading in school during breaks, meishan keeping our plates for us cause she's always the last to finish her meals, baby calling me during his breaks, end school, go home or study with baby, then study for an hour and wait for baby's call/sms.

see that's my routine. and every thursday baby comes to pick me up. I'll go to IJ sometimes and every friday we'll be hanging out somewhere. haha. Yup, so today's friday. Went for school blahblahblahblah. then headed off to some market to shop for baking stuffs and then to Dionna's house with lovers' club. Weixin and I had a great time baking hurrrr. We ended up being so oily and smelling like chocolate but it was all worthwhile. :) and then I didn't wanna study for econs anymore so I went to play with Jerrome instead. cute boy. then the girls said they'll give Jerrome to me and kaikai. LOL. rararrrhh a bit with the well-known FRIED RICE then off to school. Did makeup PE cause was too bored. 3 more sessions to goooo. Econs test was kinda alright, just that I didnt have time to write. (at least I know my stuffs)

Then rushed home and to hockey village to meet baby after his match. Am totally shagged now. He's lying flat on the bed while I'm blogging. LOL. look who's the pig now ! Alright, shall go sleeeeeeeeep now cause there's c.i.p tomorrow morning till evening. Weixin's gonna kill me if I don't turn up. :D

anyway, changed my blogsong. Here's JayMillz's streetz melting, the song we used for our hiphop elective. Guess we're learning another 8 counts next week for PE. hope they use this song again. PLEASE JITTERBUGSSS.

ba

2008-08-16T22:15:00.004+08:00

Hey kiddos !
Today was SPA exam and hurray ! cause that means no more sickening SPA until next year.
Didn't study for SPA until this morning then I started memorising with Tianyong who came school at some donkey time.
LOL. ohwell. Today, Sijia, Xinli and me decided to be a little antisocial after the exam.
Didn't follow the class to whitesands and we went to the ulu ulu Elias mall instead.
saw this very disgusting housefly on the glass panel. like waliewsssss, damn sick.

rawr. been out with Baby yesterday to catch Meet Dave.
I'm so guilty for letting him wait for an hour. :/
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
yeaps. Had two free movie tickets so we used it and I bet the people queueing behind us was wondering why we didn't have to pay.
HAHAHA. and we didn't get to see "feijiejie". :(
The movie's damn stupid and funny I couldn't stop giggling at the Murphy guy !
Anyone out there who wants to laugh your lungs out, don't miss this.

Alrights. Ima go mug now cause Baby's mugging and it really makes me feel bad cause I'm always not studying. :D:D
kuddos !

raA

2008-08-14T21:32:00.003+08:00

Okay. Apologies to soccer mates for not being myself during yesterday's training.
Just wasn't quite happy that I couldn't train and play saturday's matches.
I know coach is doing this for my good but still, it's disheartening to miss this opportunity.
but well, I'm feeling much better now so don't worry. I still love MSG.

well, today's the pretty lame chilling day in MJ where we get to wear half-u for the day.
the only happening thing was the compass elective.
HIPHOP from jitterbugs YOOOOOOO !
Dancing fever now.
PE was also uber fun !
Didn't know PE lessons could be this crazy.
so our xiaoheitofu team expanded and became xiaoheitofuahlian team, with
"kouhao kouhao kouhao !"
Ken was practically having a great laughing session at the side.
lol. first badminton, now captains ball. what's for next week girls ?

and and and, yupps.
Baby came down to MJ today for the second time (With Benny!).
must have been tiring to come all the way from woodlands,
plus all the walking in tampines that we always do as usual.
and luckily we went to LongJohns for combo 1 else I'll be starving with no dinner at home.
yupps. I'll write you your essay very very very very soon okay boss !

here's for my dear little sister, TAN LITONG.
Today's your sweeeeeet 15 already! 14/08/08.
Time flies so quickly that I almost forgot I'm already 17.
Well, just want to remind you that you'll always be someone special within.
TXS; stuck together for 3 years already. and sometimes, I really wonder how we managed to keep this sistership so longgggg without seeing each other often. Occasionally I'll also ponder upon things like what's life gonna be or have been without you two darlings by my side.
So, your birthdays will always be remembered. and yeah, noone's gonna break our circle.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER ! and if there's anything, don't hesitate to dial my number. :)
ILOVEYOU GIRL. Of course, I love Lydia toooooo.

always be my baby.

2008-08-10T13:40:00.002+08:00

"No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby."

&you'll sing till the last breathe.

baby

2008-08-09T14:41:00.002+08:00

1. The person who last tag you is:- Philo.

2. Your r/s with him/her is:- My little sister.

3. Your five impression of him/her:
- GAY ! :D kidding kidding.
- Thoughtful person.
- loves his hypernovas.
- spidermannnn.
- Powerranger wanna be. LOL !

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you:- that letter in purple envelope in my wallet. :D

5. the most memorable thing he/she has said to you:- a lot a lot. most when i'm feeling down.

6. If he/she became your lover, you will:- make sure he don't feed my brother.

7. If he/she became your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:- i dn know ? cause dn think that will happen ?

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will:- Slap him left right upside and tell him it's his honour.

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be:- ahah. pissing each other off ?

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:- buy him a new phone man. your n73 gg.

11. Your overall impression of her/him is :- goodddddd.

12. How you think people arnd you will feel abt you?:- how would i know? lol.

13. The characters you love of yourself are:- my piggyness. >.< can't shake this off.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are:- emo superbly easily.

15. The most ideal person u want to be is:- emotionally independent. :D

16. for ppl that care and like you, say something to them:- Thanks for everything and yupps, really really love you.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons who u wish to know how they feel abt u:

1. Dionna Leeee
2. Philoooooo
3. Huimenggggg
4. Jiajiannnnnn
5. Sitiiiiiiiii
6. Junkaiiiiiiiiii
7. Marissaaaa
8. Ethelllll
9. Aprilllll
10. Paulll

18. Who is no.6 having r/s with?- single hoodie buddy !

19. Is no.9 a male/female? Female ! :D

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?- LOL. Impossible in that kinda way. But yeah, stuck together for 4 years alr.

22. What is no.2 studying about?- Econs ? probably trying to prove his econs tutor wrong ?

23. when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?- longlong agoooo.

24. what kind of music band does no.8 like?- she's too random for me to know !

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?- yupps. and JEROME is damn cute.

26. Will u woo No.3?- yes ! she's my aiai alr ! woo-ed her long ago in this sense.

27. How about no.7?- LOL. she's my mummy eh.

28. Is no.4 single?- I guess so !

29. What is the surname of No.5?- Suhaina?

30. What's the hobby of no.4?- His tkdo ? soccer ?

31. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?- they get along very well okay. mahjong kakies.

32. where is no.2 studying at?- IJC ! :D

33. Talk smth casually abt No.1:- HOT BABE. LOL.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8?- hoho. yes ! she rocks my socks.

35. Where does No.9 live at?:- Yishun street 21 ! i know her exact address !

36. What color does No.4 like?:- greennnnn ?

37. Are No.5 and 1 best frnds?:- Nope. They dn know each other. :p

38. Does No.1 have any pets?- Nope.

39. Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?- ohoh. the sexiest goalie.

40. what is no.10 doing now?- dunno? preparing to go back to camp ?

ahahahaha. okay random quiz Lydia told me to take. so here it is.

:D:D It's raining it's raining !
gonna go study at macs later on with the boys.
then my boss coming over for dinner. :D

LOVELOVELOVE MY BOSS.

2008-08-04T23:17:00.003+08:00

HEYO SOCCER GIRLS,

DO TAKE GREAT CARE OF YOURSELVES.
(IF YOU HAVEN'T REALISED, THERE'D BEEN A MINIMUM OF 1 INJURY PER TRAINING SINCE WE STARTED INTENSIVE FITNESS!)
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE LOOK OUT FOR ONE ANOTHER OKAY?

AND REMEMBER,
"THE STRENGTH OF THE TEAM IS MEASURED BY THE STRENGTH OF THE WEAKEST PLAYER IN THE TEAM."
SO PLEASE, TRY TO IMPROVE ON YOUR OWN AS WE CANNOT JUST DEPEND ON COACH ALONE.

SO, ME-TO THE RI- TO THE ME-RI-DIANS.
WE'RE GONNA MAKE THIS WORK.
ILOVEYOUGIRLS.

17th !

2008-08-01T22:00:00.003+08:00

I'm officially 17 ! yupps. My BIGG DAYY was on thursday.
Thanks to all the 17 people who stayed up on 30 july to wish me happy 17th ,
and also all those wonderful souls who greeted me, be it on blogger/friendster/msn/sms or random hugs and handshakes along the corridors/LTs spaces.

celebration spreaded over a few days and is still going on.
gotta get my gifts frm ahjack, kangwen, paul, marissa and TXS(?) haha.
thank you in advance !

Wednesday was the unexpected celebration with soccer girls. EH EH EH EH AHHHHH~
Try being surrounded by 12 soccer girls and all of their aim was to smash that tiny pathetic piece of cake on me after i blew the pretend "candle flames" and made a wish. After I smelt like a freaking chocolate cake, it was ohhsosweet. SooHwee and Celeste took the real big big cake out.
So touched by you girls. :D that's my first time being cake-smashed on a field.

and when i went home, I saw Weifun's gift on my bed. very sweet scarf and card i must say !

thursday, the actual day.
1)Thanks Alvin who sacrificed his sleep to pass me the lovely prezzie in the morning. and thanks for the Mac breakfast.

2)Thanks to wonderful LTC group who chionged to give me the birthday cake before leaders invest.

3)and and and my dearest loversclub aka classical mandarin group, thanks for the chomel set and the birthday card and Jenny's selfmade brownie, really loved it !

4)Edinna, Xinli, Sijia, thanks for the beautiful sunflowers. Sorry i almost cause Edinna to be late for school !

5)I did something meaningful on this day-- Australia maths quiz.

6)Thanks Philo, Zhiwei, Hengguang, Xinkai for coming out to have my birthday dinner with me. Birthdaycards and that nike shin pad is way too coool.

7)My Disney icecream cake ! that adds to become the 4th cake of my 17th birthday. No more cakes til 3months later. :/

and yupps. that's all. today's been a long and drama day.
photoshoot with class. and we camwhored the entire session.
Then flew off to Dionna's house. Laughed like dn know what.
played with her two lil bros. how cute can these kids get !
went back to school with meishan then off to CO room to find Edinna.
hold your laughter trials thingy. then off to train.

collision with yvonne during first half.
Her forehead hit right on my left cheekbone.
can't meet up my yishun gang to watch movie anymore.
so yupps, gtg polyclinic to have my x-ray done for coach.
He'd better not bann me from training again.

BUDDY : yeah. read your message. Thanks for hearing me out for the past one month and for nagging to ensure i eat my meals. You'd better study hard for As and do us proud ! Throw away all the negative thoughts and be that cheerful guy whom I know of.

and Yap just called to make sure I'm going to the polyclinic tmr.
so yeah, off to bed people !

lol

2008-07-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

House comm is damn loudddddd and "si bei zai".
can't imagine how it's gonna be during FF.

& ppl are saying i look happier nowadays in school.
hahahaha. but no, i'm not in love.
I'm happy because I feel so pampered.
2more days !

:D:D:D:D

stop and stare. I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.

I am going to bed now. KNOCK OUT.
training tomorrow. gonna go kick some beautiful football.

still

2008-07-26T20:26:00.001+08:00

chil

2008-07-20T03:11:00.005+08:00

Love chilling with these crazy boys.

can totally be myself and destress after a crazy week in school.
total madness !
click-clack-clock. kiss goodbye to all worries.
Will post more photos @ Shutterfly when I get em from philo.

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and I've got Zhiwei's super damn unglam IC photo !
eehehehehehehehehehehe.
4 years transform !

I wanna see some improvements in you guys dancing kayyyy.
ZHG is improving !

yupps. saw jeevo buddy and this is the first thing he told me online.

[c=4]<>[/c][c=2]Drink Beer, Fcuk Fear[/c] says:
cool hair. u look japanese man...

ahah. THANKS HUH BROTHER.
and when will you quit smoking? :D:D:D

wheeee ~ my mummy just talked to me after the 6 days of coldwar.
Mak, if you'r reading this, thanks for hearing my ramblings.
and you are right, EMOING IS SO NOT MY STYLE !

cool

2008-07-17T21:28:00.003+08:00

Okay. Some of you are misleaded by my previous post.
Chester's not some guy in MJC. He's the super dashing lead vocalist in LinkinPark.
yupps.

and yeah why am I so free to blog now? Because I've completed most of my tutorials.
and yup, waiting for people to register for Funfestique.
Open house mass dance is gonna be here too. Will have headaches choreographing.
real bad.... but fun!

and yupps, I guessed I've improved in soccer (though am still noobie noob now).
scored a few goals ytd. Fitness training was fun still.
Just cut away the testing part.
and me being me, fell again while doing back paddling.
(If you can recall the last time was at ITEbishan) DANGGGG.
nevermind. I'm so bored now.

ENTERTAIN ME !

&I must say. I'm missing everybody.

ILOVECHESTER !

2008-07-14T00:26:00.001+08:00

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